AURORA I sat on one of the couches as Theo made some last minute preparations for Lilith's stay. I guess I've been kind of avoiding him ever since our conversation last night. I've been holding onto a lot of things from last night. Ever since Theo told me about what was going to happen, this feeling in my heart... and in my head. They just appeared out of nowhere and I didn't know how to deal with them. It was like a thought was planted into my head, but it wasn't telling me what it was, it was just making me sad and avoidant. I knew whatever the thought was, it had to do with Theo. It had to be. I couldn't even look him in the eyes last night without feeling like I was going to completely break down. I would have told him what was wrong if I even knew where to begin. All I did

