The bench felt colder than it should, but neither of them moved. Snow had melted into little puddles along the edges, soaking into Julian’s coat and making it cling. He didn’t care. Lia, on the other hand, was fidgeting, elbows on knees, twisting her gloves into knots.
“You ever just… run away?” she asked, voice barely above the snow’s whisper.
He raised an eyebrow. “Run away from what?”
“Everything. People. Memories. Responsibility. You know… life.” She shrugged, pretending casualness. Didn’t work. Not with him.
Julian stared at the frozen canal. “Yeah.” He exhaled fog. “Sometimes I think about leaving the city. Leaving the country. Just… disappearing.”
She blinked. That surprised her. Not many people admitted that. Not really. Most people lied even to themselves. She tilted her head. “And…?”
“And nothing,” he said finally. Voice tight, controlled. “I never actually do it.”
“Of course you don’t,” she muttered to herself.
Then said louder, “People like you don’t just vanish. You… survive. You calculate, you plan, you stay alive, and the rest of us burn out.”
Julian chuckled, low and dark. “You think I’m special?”
“No,” she said quickly, almost embarrassed by the truth. “You just… don’t flinch. It annoys me.”
He turned, caught her eyes in the dim streetlight, and for the first time that night, let the corner of his mouth tilt up in something almost dangerous. “Annoying is underrated,” he said.
She rolled her eyes but didn’t look away. Her heart ticked faster, though she hated to admit it. Something about him. Quiet, steady, unshakable, made her own chaos feel alive. And she hated that it did.
They walked again. No destination, just feet crunching over snow. Often, they'd pass a street vendor or a flickering lamp, and she swore she could feel the city leaning closer to watch them.
At some point, Julian stopped and turned to her. “You lie well,” he said quietly.
“What?”
“You said you weren’t a tourist.”
Lia laughed, sharp, bitter. “I’m a disaster disguised as a traveler. Does that count?”
He didn’t answer immediately. Instead, he pointed to a narrow alley, where the streetlights barely reached. “We can take a shortcut. Less chaos.”
She hesitated. “You trust me?”
“I trust the snow,” he said.
That made her laugh. Not her usual sarcastic laugh. The kind that shakes the chest and surprises even her.
They walked the alley. Shadows stretched like fingers. Snow fell thicker, coating them, blending their steps. For the first time all night, Lia didn’t feel entirely alone.
But she also didn’t feel safe. Because Julian Hale, quiet, controlled, steady, had just stepped into the center of her mess.
And messes were contagious.