Zara
Doing this isn't easy for me, it really isn't. Seeing the hatred on Cals and Kim's face… I don't even think I should call them by nicknames any more.
I feel horrible, down right disgusted with myself that I could do this to them, to my friends at least that's what they call me.
It has always been easy for me to do my papa's bidding, I never for once found it hard. I always knew at the back of my mind that I would stab them in the back so why does it hurt so much?
Because you fell in love.
Shut up. I refuse to acknowledge it, but I did… I did fall in love with the most amazing person I have ever met.
The one guy that didn't ever see me as stone cold or stoic, the one guy that never shivered or cringed when I was in the room, the one guy who actually had interest in me. Now h
