Melanie I have ever felt like this before. Never felt so free, so at peace. From the moment I found out about my true identity, I have ever really had a grasps of my powers. I never knew that I could be this way, this ruthless and feel so much joy from it. I feel disgusted with myself. If I could do this when I am in control, what can't I do when I lose that control? This moment made me realise how sick and cursed I am. I just killed people yet I don't feel one ounce of regret instead I feel good. I feel energised like something has been set open never to be closed again. “I heard she killed a baby just for crying when she passed” “She killed a maid just because she was looked in the eye” “She also ripped out her heart” “And she was only six” Memories from when Bion and Co

