I feel so cold, so horrible, so angry.
Tears pour down my eyes heavily. I never thought I would ever say this but I miss those days when my biggest issue was Sabrina and her bullying.
This is too much for me. I have been in constant self hate since I found out about all of this stupid curse.
I hate this. I hate myself.
My knees give out, my body slums to the floor. I wrap my arms around my knees pushing them to my chest with my face buried in between my legs. I sob so hard, my head hurts.
I am going to remain here forever, the guilt of killing my friends and the whole damn world weighing me down until I die.
If I die.
Maybe if Bion kills me it will all go away. My heart constricts at the thought of my own mate killing me.
Why did the stupid moon goddess give me a mate knowi
