IVY’S POV
I blinked rapidly at the ceiling, my mind blank for a while. Thoughts of Devin and Cam and the baby kept trying to resurface but I kept shoving it down, as deep as I could. I refused to think about the reality of my life today, because if I did, I would definitely end up feeling worse than I did the previous day. So, I kept my mind blank, my body limp on the bed as I stared at the ceiling. I already tried sleeping to prevent myself from thinking, but eventually, my body got tired of falling sleep. So, I stayed awake, staring blankly into space.
Beside me, my phone rang and I turned to grab it. It was Cam. I groaned, throwing my phone on the bed. Answering his calls would mean facing the reality of my life and I was determined not to do that this morning. Besides, I still felt h
