obsession

OBSESSION(PART 3)

Then to spare my pride he told me lets not sing the songs so perfectly lets play and goof around and there 

were these accessories those goofy looking ones. We started to put  on and started singing soo bad that it 

was a competition between us then after tiring 2 hours of complete fun we got out from the bar its was so  

late but we walked for a couple of blocks and both of us started yawning. So we departed by saying 

goodnight and I went home daydreaming about the entire episodes. Then next day I messaged him a HI 

.Then the unthinkable happened he  ghosted me but I was completely obsessed with him after I got to 

know him personally . I dont get how he could change after all the fun we had. Thanks to some internet 

friends  I got to know his daily schedule and this where things started to go on a downfall. I started 

following him missing my classes I think he too realized this and blocked me. I was so furious but my 

complete obsessed mind still kept going after him. I tried  going to all the places most of the time he was 

alone but those fan girls surrounding him made it difficult to even talk to him. Then he did the unthinkable 

he hired a body guard.I knew I will not be able to talk to him. I was living in the fantasy where I thought he 

loved me but no I was wrong . Its just that we as fan girls think that who we adore is meant to be ours but 

in reality we dont they have another life, another personality its just that we are living in the complete made 

up version of them that they present to the public all of this was in my head it was never real .