J A M E S
I have never had peace until now. With her, everything is heavenly. Her smile, nagging, attitude and the love she gives. I wish I met her from the word go. Somehow, I felt I was getting saved. I can't even remember the last time I had my nightmare or got aggressive. It is as if she took away that part of me and hid it or threw it away, whichever one. Was it too early to make her understand what I felt for her? I know I haven't opened up to her, but, I was more than willing to do so. Give up the past and move forward with her. Yes, I was willing to do that. I have been in denial for so long over what I feel for her, and that was simply me telling myself a lie. It was crystal clear that there was a step I needed to take, and it was with her.
I told Rayvin about the disaster, I co
