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I regretted letting her in on the safe word usage so quickly. I had no thought that she would be using it anytime soon. f**k! Immediately she said it, Blue! I felt the universe paused. I paused and my brain temporally froze. Rayvin couldn't be serious about this. Ending a beautiful moment we've had abruptly. My heart, felt like it had been burnt with a hot iron when she said it.
“I want to go back to Seattle,” she had also said. I really thought we were having something and that she was coming around to accept that fact, but, that wasn't the case.
It was best not to argue and give her some time to go things through, but, I knew for sure that I was going to make her come back. It was either me or no one else. She or no one else. Once we got back to the house, I packed up, and
