a very hurtful story I feel love with someone deep in my heart but she left me

adhuri muhabbat 8

yahi sochta hu jab starting me aai thi kitne pyar se rehti thi mere sath mujhe o Hyderabad Jane wali thi kitn ro Rahi thi pure raste Tak rote rote gai uske vaha Jake uski tabiyat kharb Hui call karle bahot ro rhai thi mujhe Aisa feel hota ki bas mujhe pankh aa jay aur uske pas chala jau Jane ke bad mai sukun se nahi tha din rat usko miss karta tha jab balcony me bithata to lagta mere baju me baithi hai aur mujhe rona ata tadap rha tha usse dekhne ke liye use hug karne ke liye bas jaise uski khusbu ati mujhe to rona ata mai uske Bina ek pal nahi reh sakta hu aur o mujhe ab tadpa tadpa ke mar Rahi hai ghut ghut ke ji raha hu thak gaya hu mentally heartily physically emotionally par o kisi aur ke sath me enjoy kar rhai hai mai tadap tadap ke ji rha hu usse bat karne ke liye use dekhne ke liye o janti hai mai usse dekhe bina usse bat Kiya bina nahi reh sakta par o mujhe ab tadpa tadpa ke mar rhai hai meri halat bahot kharab hai na Kam kar pa raha hu na kuchh dhhudte rehta hu ek pain dil me leke use dimag me dard ab thak gaya hu sab janta hu nahi rehna usse mere sath dil bhar gaya sab kuchh barbad ho gaya mera aur use koi fark nahi padta kyuki uske pas bahot log hai mere pas uske alava koi nahi

jab mai use msg karta tha subah to issue banati thi ki mujhe Sona hota hai subah subah msg karke meri Jan mat jalao sone do ab subah subah uthke lagi rehti hai kisi se usne sab issue Banya sab chiz ka toxic relationship Banya chahe o bat karne ke liye ho chahe o kahi ghumne Jane ka ho har chiz ka issue Banya ab jo yahi sab dekhke mujhe aur taklif hoti hai kaise ki mere sath jab issue nahi tha kisi chiz ka to jabardasti ka issue Banya bolti hai meri Ghar Wale nahi puchte kaha jati hu kya karti hu tu kaun hota hai jab insan pyar karta hai to hi puchhta hai chata hai ek ladka jisse o pyar karta hai o sirf uska ho usse bat kare apni problem uske sath share kare kisi aur ke taraf o ankh utha ke na dekhe aur yaha mere sath har chiz ka issue Banya gaya aur mujhe side kya gaya aur vahi sari chize ki jati hai kisi ke sath