Chapter Seven – Beneath the Surface
The next morning, the silence between us was louder than any argument we’d ever had. Not a word, not even a glance. Zayden sat at the long marble table like a statue carved from ambition and restraint, his attention buried in the financial section of The New York Times. As if the night before—those stolen words in the dark, the almost-kiss, the barely contained fire—had never happened.
The soft clink of silverware against china echoed in the grand dining room, far too elegant for two people pretending to be strangers. It was ridiculous how a space so vast could feel so suffocating.
I stood at the edge of the doorway for a moment, watching him. Shirt crisp. Hair slicked back with precision. He looked every inch the empire he had built—flawless, untouchable, distant. The same man who had nearly kissed me like I was the last spark of warmth in a frozen world.
My robe clung to my damp skin, a thin barrier against the chill that seemed to radiate from his side of the room. I stepped in slowly, the silk brushing my thighs, damp hair curling around my shoulders from the shower. I wasn’t sure if I was more tired from lack of sleep or from trying to untangle everything I felt. My thoughts had chased each other all night, tangled with the scent of him and the memory of his voice—low, dark, broken in places.
He didn’t look up until I was halfway across the room.
“You’ve got a meeting with the fashion editor at Vogue this morning,” he said flatly, flipping a page. “Wear something sharp. Not soft.”
I raised a brow, pausing as I reached the coffee machine. “You schedule my mornings now too?”
His eyes flicked up, just briefly. “You’re my wife, Amira. Play the part.”
The words tasted bitter, and I scoffed softly under my breath. As if a title was enough to explain everything—or excuse it.
I wrapped my fingers around the coffee pot, pouring a steady stream into my mug, focusing on that sound instead of the silence between us. But I could feel his gaze, burning a slow, deliberate trail down my body. From the curve of my neck to the bare skin of my legs.
A flush crawled up my spine, and I hated that I noticed. Hated more that a small part of me wanted him to keep looking.
“Don’t mistake convenience for control,” I said, voice low but sharp.
He folded the paper with surgical precision, every movement calculated. Then he leaned back, his gaze cool, unreadable. “Don’t mistake this marriage for freedom.”
The words dropped like a blade between us. Sharp. Final. Echoing with truth neither of us wanted to admit.
I walked slowly to the table and took the seat across from him. The air felt heavy, dense with things we hadn’t said. I wrapped my hands around the coffee mug, letting the warmth seep into my palms, even though my insides felt like ice.
He was doing it again—retreating behind the glass walls of Zayden Wolfe. The mogul. The enigma. The fortress of power and polished ruthlessness. But I had seen past that veneer, even if only for a moment.
And I wanted more.
“Tell me something real, Zayden,” I said quietly. “Just once. No cameras. No boardroom games. Who are you when no one’s watching?”
He blinked, like he hadn’t expected that. For a brief second, I saw something shift in his eyes—something vulnerable, something unfinished.
“Why do you want to know?” he asked, voice barely above a whisper.
I held his gaze. “Because I’m tired of acting. And I think you are too.”
His jaw clenched. I could almost hear the war inside him—whether to give me something honest or retreat further into control.
He stared at me for a long moment. So long, I thought he wouldn’t answer. Then, slowly, he leaned back in his chair, picked up his espresso, and stared into the dark liquid like it held the secrets he never dared say out loud.
“When I was sixteen,” he began, his voice lower than usual, rougher, “I watched my father gamble away everything. Our house, our dignity, our name. He lost everything over a poker game and pride.”
I stilled. The image was too vivid, too raw.
“He didn’t even apologize,” Zayden continued. “Just poured himself another drink and told me men build empires, and boys cry about kingdoms lost.”
A bitter laugh slipped from his lips, the sound devoid of humor. “I swore that day I’d never be powerless again.”
His jaw flexed, the pain etched into every line of his face. This wasn’t the calculated billionaire or the cold husband. This was the boy buried beneath all the armor.
“You built a kingdom from the ashes,” I whispered.
“And now you want to burn it,” he replied with a dry smile that didn’t reach his eyes.
“No,” I said, meeting him evenly. “I want to survive it.”
He inhaled sharply, but there was no retort. Just that lingering tension. A storm refusing to break.
“Then don’t get in my way,” he finally said.
There it was—the warning. The shield snapping back into place. But I saw the flicker before it went up, and that was enough to tell me the man beneath still existed.
The man I might be dangerously close to understanding.
I stood, setting my coffee down gently, the clink of porcelain loud in the quiet.
“I’ll be ready in twenty.”
He didn’t stop me as I turned to leave. But just as I reached the doorway, his voice caught me.
“You actually looked beautiful and admirable last night.”
I froze mid-step.
His tone wasn’t flirtatious. It wasn’t mocking. It was raw, uncertain. Like the words had escaped before he could cage them.
I turned slowly, eyes locking with his. “Careful, Zayden. You’re starting to sound like someone who cares.”
He didn’t flinch. Didn’t blink. Just stared at me like he was trying to decide whether caring made him stronger—or vulnerable enough to be destroyed.
Maybe both.
And maybe that was the most honest thing either of us had said.
As I walked away, the air between us crackled with unspoken things—regret, curiosity, desire, and something much more dangerous: fear.
Fear of feeling too much.
Fear of losing control.
Because once you start peeling back layers, you either find the truth…
Or the kind of lies you’re willing to surrender everything for.
And I wasn’t sure which one scared me more.