Black Roses

Chapter 4

Important note: (Please read)

Before starting my chapter I would really like to talk about previous chapter too right now. As the name of book indicates that main part of book are supposed to be black roses and I have not mentioned a single word about them in previous chapter and I am sorry for that but the thing is that it's the starting of the book and many things are to be said about their pasts and many other side details and important things. If I add about black roses in them the chapter may be too long and in my personal opinion I think most people don't like really big chapters and too many chapters of book. Not all but too many people get tired reading long chapter and I would really like to keep them short in my book. So all things will be said in book but you will just have to wait for them. I hope you will understand.

And please forgive my grammer mistakes. I will InshaAllah soon edit them as soon as book will finish.

Thank you for reading.

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SARAH'S POINT OF VIEW:

Now I know what a true meaning of friendship is. You feel affection for the person you are befriended with. You want them to always be with you in your high and low. You want to help them and expect them to be same with you even if it takes your life. You're supposed to be always stick around in friendship. Most importantly if you have done any wrong without you saying sorry your friend are supposed to forgive you.

But I said sorry but she still didn't forgive me. I insisted to forget what happened she threw all my words away like I didn't meant anything to her.

Is it friendship?

I think my answer is 'no'. I don't think it is what we call friendship.

I single tear escaped my eye when I remembered the words she said to me. She said them like they meant nothing to me. They did nothing to my heart. She said those words like she wasn't even my friend which I thought she was.

'You are always this mean.' She shouted at me.

I said sorry.

'I think you are John's slut that's why he helps you.' She said to me.

I said please don't say this.

'Sluts like you always get it easy.' She shouted those words at me.

I asked her to forgive me.

More tears started flowing through my eyes as her words echoed in my mind. Her insults kept me reminding of what I was in my past. I wanted to shout at her that this wasn't true but in a way I couldn't. I felt like what she said was true. Her every word felt true.

The cloud of darkness started to cover my visions trying to hide the black history of my life. Just like I wanted them to be but I think karma never leaves you alone, even at your worst.

Just as I closed my eyes those memories again started to play in my mind like a film. Me shouting at them, their tears flowing out of their eyes, their suppressed sobs and me being b***h again and again. At that moment I realized one thing:

'People can forget but Karma will not.'

Thinking about them and my dark past, I didn't know when sleep took over me and I felt into deep slumber away from my dark past into a new world which I think is much better then the world I am living in right now.

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Bright rays of sunshine falling on my face made me stir in my sleep. I turned around as a jolt pain shot through my neck to back. The cold surface beneath me felt nothing like a bed. It was more like a hard rock.

My eyes opened on their own when the scenes from last night came rushing to my mind. My fight with Jessica which was more like Jessica shouting at me and then me crying to sleep.

I took a long sigh and sat up lazily not wanting to get up from cold floor which was more then uncomfortable. Stumbling upon my on shoes on my, I made my way to my washroom and did my business.

After taking a long shower I got out of bathroom and made my way to closet which is consist of only a few dresses. I don't have enough money to buy more dresses. My bills are already enough to eat away all my money.

Now I regret being a spoilt brat at that time.

In a few minutes I was ready step out of my hole which is called house for which I am thankful that I at the least have to live in. Getting out of the building, I took a long breath making myself ready for a whole new day.

For which I am getting this feeling in my guts that it is going to be a 'whole new drama'.

I took a step forward looking for any cab but like I said it I am feeling like it is going to be a whole new drama and guess what? It happened.

I stepped on the laces of my own shoes which made me lose my balance on my foot and I ended up felling on my butt. Trying to calm myself down and ignore other people who passed by me gave my glances which clearly said 'are you weird?', I took long breathings keeping my arms in motion with them.

I looked down mourning over my bad luck which already started on my getting out of house. I felt worse then Violet Jessop at my fate.

(For the people who are wondering who Violet Jessop is, I will tell you. She was one of the unlucky person in world. I also just found it by the courtesy if Bing ;) )

Just as I was mourning over my unluckiness a black van pulled in front of me. I felt a sense of Deja vu as I looked at it. As the door of van opened four big men all dressed in black came out of it. My woman instincts were yelling at me to het the f**k away from them but it was like I was unable to move from my sitting position.

And the it all happened in slow motion, one of the man lunged at me with a white cloth in his hand. He tried to push that smelly white thing toward my mouth but my struggles were keeping him away from doing so. I hit my knee in his not so shining place which only triggered all the other three men.

I only staggered backward trying to put a brave face but my trembling body gave it all away. The fear overcame my bravery which only led me to again falling on my butt.

"W...what do you want?" I finally found the courage to speak.

The biggest one of them tilted is head before waving his hand at two other men behind him. Both of them lunged at me and hit my head with something hard. A wave of unbearable pain shot through my head before black dots started to cover my visions.

A drop of water fell on my face and I looked up at the sky trying to keep my opens. Dark clouds had covered the whole sky hiding the sun who was shining at it's high just now. Now I realized the drop of water that fell on my cheek was the tear of sky.

Funny how even happy looking sky could start to cry in a moment.

A lone tear escaped my eye as I became unconscious letting the darkness take over me.

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I know chapter maybe too short and boring but it's just a little prologue for what is going to happen in next chapters. So get ready for thrill and romance mixed with love with some sprinkles of mysteries that lie ahead.

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BYE.