He Called Again

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‎I barely slept after the text message. ‎ ‎Every time I closed my eyes, I saw those two words again. ‎ ‎Goodnight, Isla. ‎ ‎ ‎Not creepy. ‎ ‎That was the problem. ‎ ‎If it had felt creepy, I could’ve blocked the number and moved on with my life. ‎ ‎Instead, it felt… ‎ ‎personal. ‎ ‎Which was somehow worse. ‎ ‎I stared at the ceiling while Jay snored beside me like a chainsaw fighting for survival. ‎ ‎At some point during the night, he had somehow stolen my blanket completely. ‎ ‎Typical. ‎ ‎I yanked it back aggressively. ‎ ‎Jay groaned without opening his eyes. ‎ ‎“You’re violent.” ‎ ‎“You drool in your sleep.” ‎ ‎“That’s because life is hard.” ‎ ‎“It’s hard because you refuse to wash plates.” ‎ ‎He opened one eye slowly. ‎ ‎“I’m an artist.” ‎ ‎“You failed literature last month.” ‎ ‎“Art cannot be graded.” ‎ ‎I threw a pillow at his face. ‎ ‎He caught it lazily before grinning. ‎ ‎Then his expression changed immediately. ‎ ‎“Oooooh.” ‎ ‎I narrowed my eyes. ‎ ‎“What?” ‎ ‎“You’re thinking about midnight husband.” ‎ ‎“I’m literally not.” ‎ ‎“You have that face.” ‎ ‎“What face?” ‎ ‎“The emotionally distracted one.” ‎ ‎I rolled my eyes and got up from the mattress before he could continue embarrassing me. ‎ ‎Tiny kitchen. ‎ ‎Tiny living room. ‎ ‎Tiny everything. ‎ ‎Jay called it “financial minimalism.” ‎ ‎I called it surviving. ‎ ‎I tied my hair up while opening the fridge. ‎ ‎One egg. ‎ ‎Half bread. ‎ ‎Water. ‎ ‎Amazing. ‎ ‎Jay wandered into the kitchen wearing one sock and yesterday’s shirt. ‎ ‎“How broke are we today?” ‎ ‎“Extremely.” ‎ ‎“Damn.” ‎ ‎He opened the fridge, stared inside for three seconds, then closed it again slowly like he was mourning something. ‎ ‎“We used to dream,” he whispered dramatically. ‎ ‎“You ate all the eggs yesterday.” ‎ ‎“That’s not the point.” ‎ ‎I snorted despite myself. ‎ ‎Jay suddenly leaned against the counter suspiciously. ‎ ‎“So.” ‎ ‎“No.” ‎ ‎“You don’t even know what I was going to ask.” ‎ ‎“Yes I do.” ‎ ‎“Did mystery man text you?” ‎ ‎I froze for half a second. ‎ ‎Unfortunately, Jay noticed immediately. ‎ ‎His jaw dropped. ‎ ‎“OH MY GOD.” ‎ ‎“Keep your voice down.” ‎ ‎“He DID?” ‎ ‎I grabbed a slice of bread aggressively. ‎ ‎“It’s not a big deal.” ‎ ‎“What did he say?” ‎ ‎“Nothing important.” ‎ ‎Jay gasped louder. ‎ ‎“You’re smiling.” ‎ ‎“I am not.” ‎ ‎“You literally look softer.” ‎ ‎“Softer?” ‎ ‎“Yes. Usually you look like you’re preparing to fight capitalism.” ‎ ‎I stared at him. ‎ ‎“That doesn’t even make sense.” ‎ ‎“It makes emotional sense.” ‎ ‎I threw bread at his head. ‎ ‎He caught it triumphantly. ‎ ‎“Tell me what he said.” ‎ ‎“No.” ‎ ‎“Was it romantic?” ‎ ‎“No.” ‎ ‎“Was it rich?” ‎ ‎“What does that even mean?” ‎ ‎“Like…” Jay waved his hands dramatically. “Did the text feel expensive?” ‎ ‎I laughed despite myself. ‎ ‎“You’re impossible.” ‎ ‎“That’s not a no.” ‎ ‎Before I could answer, my phone buzzed on the counter. ‎ ‎I checked the screen. ‎ ‎Chloe. ‎ ‎I answered immediately. ‎ ‎“Please tell me you’re calling to say you became secretly wealthy overnight.” ‎ ‎Chloe laughed through the phone. ‎ ‎“You sound exhausted.” ‎ ‎“I barely slept.” ‎ ‎“Still overworking yourself?” ‎ ‎“Unfortunately.” ‎ ‎Jay stole another piece of bread behind me while listening shamelessly. ‎ ‎Chloe sighed. ‎ ‎“You nervous about tomorrow?” ‎ ‎My stomach tightened immediately. ‎ ‎The interview. ‎ ‎Right. ‎ ‎I’d almost forgotten because of the stupid phone calls. ‎ ‎“Very,” I admitted quietly. ‎ ‎“You’ll do fine.” ‎ ‎“You say that every time.” ‎ ‎“Because you panic every time.” ‎ ‎“That’s because life enjoys humiliating me.” ‎ ‎Jay interrupted loudly. ‎ ‎“Tell Chloe about mysterious midnight boyfriend.” ‎ ‎I closed my eyes slowly. ‎ ‎Chloe immediately screamed. ‎ ‎“WHAT?” ‎ ‎“There’s no boyfriend.” ‎ ‎“There’s a voice,” Jay corrected. ‎ ‎“Oh my God,” Chloe laughed. “Isla finally has romance in her life.” ‎ ‎“It was literally one phone call.” ‎ ‎“One emotional phone call,” Jay added. ‎ ‎I pointed at him threateningly. ‎ ‎“Go away.” ‎ ‎“Never.” ‎ ‎Chloe sounded far too entertained. ‎ ‎“What’s he like?” ‎ ‎“I don’t know.” ‎ ‎“Deep voice?” she asked immediately. ‎ ‎I hated that I hesitated before answering. ‎ ‎“…Maybe.” ‎ ‎Jay clutched his chest dramatically. ‎ ‎“She’s blushing.” ‎ ‎“I’m not blushing!” ‎ ‎“You absolutely are.” ‎ ‎Chloe cackled through the phone. ‎ ‎“This is the best thing that’s happened to me all week.” ‎ ‎“You both are horrible.” ‎ ‎“Yes,” Jay said proudly. ‎ ‎ ‎By evening, I was exhausted. ‎ ‎The café had been chaotic all day. ‎ ‎Customers complained. ‎ ‎My manager complained more. ‎ ‎And my feet honestly felt disconnected from my body. ‎ ‎When I finally dragged myself home, loud video game sounds blasted through the apartment. ‎ ‎Jay was sitting cross-legged on the mattress yelling at strangers online. ‎ ‎“GET AWAY FROM ME, YOU BALD DEMON.” ‎ ‎I dropped my bag beside the wall. ‎ ‎“You’ve been screaming for twenty minutes.” ‎ ‎“Because betrayal is everywhere.” ‎ ‎Then the apartment door suddenly opened. ‎ ‎Chloe walked in holding two shopping bags and iced coffee like she owned a luxury apartment instead of entering our financially suffering cave. ‎ ‎She looked annoyingly expensive. ‎ ‎Gold hoops. ‎ ‎Perfect lashes. ‎ ‎Long cream coat. ‎ ‎Meanwhile I looked like emotional damage in oversized clothes. ‎ ‎Jay gasped dramatically. ‎ ‎“The rich have arrived.” ‎ ‎Chloe ignored him and hugged me first. ‎ ‎“You look tired.” ‎ ‎“I am tired.” ‎ ‎“You also look suspiciously pretty today.” ‎ ‎“Oh my God, not you too.” ‎ ‎Jay pointed aggressively from the mattress. ‎ ‎“SEE?” ‎ ‎Chloe narrowed her eyes at me immediately. ‎ ‎“It’s the midnight man.” ‎ ‎“There is no midnight man.” ‎ ‎“There’s definitely a midnight man,” Jay corrected. ‎ ‎Chloe handed me the iced coffee. ‎ ‎“You’ve smiled more today.” ‎ ‎I blinked. ‎ ‎Had I? ‎ ‎That realization felt embarrassing somehow. ‎ ‎Jay paused his game dramatically. ‎ ‎“She stared at her phone three times while eating bread this morning.” ‎ ‎“You monitor me like a government agency.” ‎ ‎“Because I care.” ‎ ‎“Because you’re jobless,” Chloe corrected. ‎ ‎Jay placed a hand over his chest. ‎ ‎“That was hateful.” ‎ ‎The apartment slowly filled with noise after that. ‎ ‎Jay screaming at his game. ‎ ‎Chloe talking about work gossip while stealing my hoodie. ‎ ‎Me pretending not to glance at my phone every ten minutes. ‎ ‎At some point, Chloe noticed. ‎ ‎Her lips twitched. ‎ ‎“You’re waiting for him to call.” ‎ ‎“I’m literally not.” ‎ ‎“Mhm.” ‎ ‎Jay looked up immediately. ‎ ‎“She’s lying.” ‎ ‎“I hate both of you.” ‎ ‎“No you don’t,” Chloe said softly. ‎ ‎Unfortunately true. ‎ ‎Around midnight, Chloe finally stood up to leave. ‎ ‎Jay looked horrified. ‎ ‎“You abandon us?” ‎ ‎“I have work tomorrow unlike you.” ‎ ‎“That was unnecessary.” ‎ ‎Chloe laughed before hugging me tightly. ‎ ‎Then she whispered near my ear— ‎ ‎“If he calls tonight, ask his name this time.” ‎ ‎Heat crawled into my cheeks instantly. ‎ ‎“Oh my God.” ‎ ‎She grinned shamelessly before leaving. ‎ ‎The apartment became quieter afterward. ‎ ‎Jay returned to his game. ‎ ‎I changed into an oversized shirt and sat beside the window while rain tapped softly against the glass. ‎ ‎And annoyingly… ‎ ‎I kept checking my phone. ‎ ‎Not waiting. ‎ ‎Just checking. ‎ ‎Definitely not waiting. ‎ ‎Then— ‎ ‎My phone rang. ‎ ‎12:47 AM. ‎ ‎Unknown Number. ‎ ‎My heartbeat did something deeply embarrassing. ‎ ‎Jay immediately sat up like a possessed raccoon. ‎ ‎“ANSWER IT.” ‎ ‎“Lower your voice!” ‎ ‎“Put it on speaker.” ‎ ‎“Absolutely not.” ‎ ‎I answered while glaring at him. ‎ ‎“Hello?” ‎ ‎A pause. ‎ ‎Then— ‎ ‎“You answered faster tonight.” ‎ ‎That voice again. ‎ ‎Calm. ‎ ‎Low. ‎ ‎Quietly tired. ‎ ‎Something in my chest softened before I could stop it. ‎ ‎“I was awake,” I said carefully. ‎ ‎“Hm.” ‎ ‎The sound brushed against my ear. ‎ ‎I hated how much I noticed his voice already. ‎ ‎Jay mouthed dramatically from beside me: ‎ ‎ASK IF HE’S HOT. ‎ ‎I kicked him hard. ‎ ‎He nearly fell off the mattress. ‎ ‎The man on the phone went silent briefly. ‎ ‎Then— ‎ ‎“Your brother still awake?” ‎ ‎I blinked. ‎ ‎“You remember him?” ‎ ‎“He’s hard to forget.” ‎ ‎Jay looked ridiculously proud. ‎ ‎“See?” he whispered loudly. “I leave impressions.” ‎ ‎I shoved his face away. ‎ ‎“You’re annoying.” ‎ ‎“That’s sibling affection.” ‎ ‎The stranger spoke again. ‎ ‎“You sound tired.” ‎ ‎I leaned back against the wall slowly. ‎ ‎“So do you.” ‎ ‎A quiet exhale came through the line. ‎ ‎“Long day?” ‎ ‎“Very.” ‎ ‎“What do you do?” ‎ ‎“Survive capitalism.” ‎ ‎He laughed softly again. ‎ ‎That sound was becoming dangerously familiar. ‎ ‎“I’ll assume that means work.” ‎ ‎“Café shifts. Stress. Emotional suffering. The usual.” ‎ ‎“Hm.” ‎ ‎“What?” ‎ ‎“You joke when you’re exhausted.” ‎ ‎I frowned slightly. ‎ ‎The observation caught me off guard. ‎ ‎Nobody usually noticed things like that. ‎ ‎“I could say the same about you,” I said carefully. ‎ ‎Silence. ‎ ‎Then quietly— ‎ ‎“Maybe.” ‎ ‎The apartment became strangely still after that. ‎ ‎Jay was pretending not to listen now, but every few seconds he looked over dramatically like a nosy aunt. ‎ ‎I lowered my voice slightly. ‎ ‎“So what do you actually do?” ‎ ‎“Work.” ‎ ‎“That’s suspiciously vague.” ‎ ‎“It’s accurate.” ‎ ‎The way he said it made warmth crawl slowly into my cheeks. ‎ ‎Which was ridiculous. ‎ ‎Again. ‎ ‎I rubbed my face tiredly. ‎ ‎“You really don’t sleep at all?” ‎ ‎“Not easily.” ‎ ‎“Why?” ‎ ‎The question slipped out before I could stop it. ‎ ‎The silence afterward stretched long enough that I regretted asking. ‎ ‎Then— ‎ ‎“When it gets quiet,” he said slowly, “my brain gets louder.” ‎ ‎Something about that answer felt too honest. ‎ ‎Too real. ‎ ‎I stared down at my blanket quietly. ‎ ‎Jay had stopped joking around now too. ‎ ‎Even he looked softer suddenly. ‎ ‎“You should probably talk to someone about that,” I said gently. ‎ ‎Another quiet pause. ‎ ‎“I am.” ‎ ‎My chest tightened unexpectedly. ‎ ‎Because somehow… ‎ ‎it didn’t feel like flirting. ‎ ‎It felt like two tired people sitting in the dark trying not to feel alone for a little while. ‎ ‎Jay suddenly ruined the emotional atmosphere immediately. ‎ ‎“Ask him if he’s ugly.” ‎ ‎“Oh my God,” I groaned. ‎ ‎The stranger laughed softly again. ‎ ‎“He asks that every time?” ‎ ‎“He’s deeply committed to embarrassment.” ‎ ‎“Reasonable concern,” the man said calmly. ‎ ‎I shook my head, smiling before I could stop myself. ‎ ‎Dangerous. ‎ ‎This was becoming dangerous. ‎ ‎“You smiled again,” the stranger said suddenly. ‎ ‎I froze. ‎ ‎Jay looked at me dramatically like he’d just witnessed betrayal. ‎ ‎“How do you know that?” ‎ ‎A pause. ‎ ‎Then quietly— ‎ ‎“I could hear it.” ‎ ‎My stomach flipped embarrassingly hard. ‎ ‎Nobody should sound that good saying simple things. ‎ ‎Jay mouthed silently: ‎ ‎OH MY GOD. ‎ ‎I threw a sock at his face. ‎ ‎The stranger said after a moment, ‎ ‎“You sound less tired tonight.” ‎ ‎I frowned slightly. ‎ ‎“How would you know that?” ‎ ‎“You laughed more.” ‎ ‎Heat crawled slowly into my cheeks again. ‎ ‎I hated that he noticed little things. ‎ ‎And somehow… ‎ ‎I hated more that I liked it. ‎ ‎The line fell quiet again. ‎ ‎Comfortable quiet. ‎ ‎The kind where nobody really wanted to hang up first. ‎ ‎Then softly— ‎ ‎“What’s your favorite part of the day?” ‎ ‎The random question caught me off guard. ‎ ‎“…What?” ‎ ‎“Your favorite part of the day.” ‎ ‎I thought about it for a second. ‎ ‎Then surprisingly— ‎ ‎“Coming home.” ‎ ‎“Hm.” ‎ ‎“My life is exhausting,” I admitted quietly. “So when I come home and hear Jay screaming at video games, it feels…” I smiled slightly. “Normal.” ‎ ‎Jay looked emotional immediately. ‎ ‎“You love me.” ‎ ‎“Unfortunately.” ‎ ‎The stranger laughed softly again. ‎ ‎“What about you?” I asked quietly. ‎ ‎A pause. ‎ ‎Then— ‎ ‎“This.” ‎ ‎My heartbeat stumbled. ‎ ‎“This conversation?” I asked carefully. ‎ ‎“Hm.” ‎ ‎Something warm settled painfully deep inside my chest. ‎ ‎Too fast. ‎ ‎Too sudden. ‎ ‎Too dangerous. ‎ ‎Nobody should start mattering this quickly. ‎ ‎And yet— ‎ ‎“You should sleep, Isla.” ‎ ‎“You too.” ‎ ‎“I’ll try.” ‎ ‎Another pause. ‎ ‎Like neither of us wanted to hang up first. ‎ ‎Then softly— ‎ ‎“Goodnight.” ‎ ‎The call disconnected. ‎ ‎And for the first time in a long time… ‎ ‎the apartment felt too quiet without his voice.
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