AVA’S POV It’s bedtime and everywhere is silent as usual. I was trying really hard to at least sleep, but I couldn't. Instead I felt like something was being pressed against my chest like a huge rock. My body moved whenever I heard sounds, my arms trembled at night, desperate to hold the kids that ain’t there. I missed the constant shout in the house, it once held laughter, the type that only children can summon with a single giggle. I was just lost in my own head. Later, the crying started again. Not real, please not this time. I told myself it was just my mind playing cruel games again. I could hear three tiny cries: Faint, familiar, and heart-breaking. Immediately, my eyes flew open in the dark. I jumped upright in bed, soaked in sweat, breathing quickly as if the air was fill

