"I am fully conscious of the fact that it is highly unlikely that you will ever be able to forgive me for what I have done. To put it plainly, if I may be so audacious... I don't know if I'll ever be able to forgive myself for what I've done; I'm certain that my parents will be very upset with me when I return to the Moongoddess and see them again. I don't think I'll ever be able to forgive myself for what I've done. Because of what I've done, I don't believe I'll ever be able to be able to forgive myself. But in any case, I want you to know that I am so incredibly furious with Jesse and Marco for everything that they did to you and for everything that they did to make sure that I was seeing you for what they wanted me to see. I want you to know that I am so incredibly furious with Jesse a
