Walking right into this tunnel was more nerve-wracking than I have suspected. I don't know which part of this meeting with my brother I was dreading the most, as I just feel so nervous. Maybe it's the part where I will find out if he really is proceeding with the wedding or not. That's what is making me crazy, I guess.
I think I am also scared that once I finally hear what my brother's reason is, there is a chance that I would go with his decision too. The frustrating part of this mess is that Garreth usually has his reasons, and he seldom makes mistakes, especially in his decision-making. Garreth has always been sensible even when we were still kids, so to be honest I kind of anticipating what he is going to say to me.
So when I finally reached the end of the tunnel and I saw him perso
