I place my hand on my chest, I can still feel the frigid cold surrounding my heart, so I know it's there. But lately I can't feel it beating anymore.
Some say there's a reason why everything happens. I'm afraid, I guess. I can no longer feel strongly as I once did. I'm left between punching the wall, and crying my heart out.
Why take him away from me? Why do this to me. To his baby. Just why? Didn't we already suffer enough? Why is the universe so cruel? Why is it hurting me so much?
Once the doctor informs us that Max has hit his head real hard, so he's in coma, I fall on my knees and start sobbing. So hard, that the people sitting there come forward to ask what's happened.
I no longer hear Hailey shouting over and over again that I need to calm down. I no longer feel anything. I'm nu
