Her submissive Beta, Her dominant Alpha

Gone girl

*Micah*

Seriously ? Did the f*****g b***h just slap me ? I am so done with this, with her and with the bet. She is way to much trouble, no way she is that good of a f**k, it isn’t worth it.

She had demanded that I should kneel… She has to be crazy. Luca might be happy being her little b***h, but I am never going to kneel to anyone and I am certainly never going to beg for s*x. I am an Alpha for the Goddess sake.

But now I am all worked up now and the s****l frustration is about to get the better of me. What I need is to find someone to relieve that tension before it gets out of hand.

I had for the briefest moment let my mind play with the idea of just taking her after she slapped me. I Could have easily done it, physically. I know she would probably have loved it after a few moments, but still it would never be okay and I also know I have to do something when my mind goes there, it has been too long.

I go back into the club, looking for a woman to help me with that… Plain and simple, I am looking for someone who will be easy and submissive. Right now I do not care if she is beautiful or even my type, as long as she is willing to give me a blow job somewhere dark. I know, but I do not even want the hassle of taking her somewhere to f**k her. I simply need to get off and fast.

To be honest I am not usually a big fan of just using someone for my own s****l gratification, I actually preferred to have a girlfriend or maybe girlfriend isn’t the right word, but someone I trust and know to the extent you can when not wanting to commit.

I am mostly keeping them out of the public eye and it is never about romantic feelings from my side. I am actually starting to believe myself incapable of love. But I am never mean or abusive in any way, if they just behave and keep their mouth shut about dating me, I am actually pretty good at playing boyfriend. I am quite giving both in and out of the bedroom.

Only when I have gone too long, and the tension is building up to where my mind starts running away from me, I might use a woman to relieve the tension. I do however always choose someone more than willing and they always seem grateful to help.

I soon spot a perfect candidate, not my type, but a lot of men would most likely find her attractive. She has bleached hair, big breasts and a really tight dress. She is sitting alone in the bar, just waiting to be picked.

*Amber*

I can’t help but feel so very stupid right now. He is a f*****g i***t. He should be on his knees, begging me for a f**k. Who is he to think he is so special ? Okay well he was Micah f*****g Blueback, Alpha extrodinaire, but still.

I am all worked up and angry on top and to be honest I think about telling Luca thatnwe are going home, so I can take out my frustration on him, but that wouldn't be fair to him and I know that. It isn’t his fault.

So I walk back into the club, wondering if there might be some other guy here worthy of my attention for the evening. Someone who would be willing to help me wind down and relax.

When I sit down next to Luca and empty his drink he looks at me, a weird glint to his eyes. "So you and Micah, did you ? You know ?"

"No Luca, I didn't f**k him. I wouldn't f**k that i***t if someone paid me to". I snap.

He looks kind of relieved I think, he doesn’t usually care that I f**k other men. "Please get me a drink and a line of shots Luca".

*Luca*

I am honestly relieved that she hasn’t slept with Micah. I had been pretty sure that had been the plan when they suddenly disappeared out to the back rooms.

But Micah showed up again looking like a mad man and Amber looks pretty pissed too, so I can’t help but wonder what has happened between them.

At the bar I spot Micah hitting on some blonde woman who looks like she is on a reduced price. What the hell is up with him lately ? He isn’t normally this desperate.

And I do not dare ask Amber what had transpired, so I have to wait and ask Micah tomorrow.

Soon I start to worry about Amber too. She is getting drunk, like off her racket and some guy, who looks like bad news, is hitting on her. I want to go home, but I can not make myself leave her and I can’t get her to leave with me.

The next time I return from the bar with a drink she has ordered, both her and the guy who had been hitting on her are gone.

I start to slightly panic when I can’t find her anywhere, and then I happen to overhear someone saying that Bill is going to teach that controlling b***h a lesson. It has to be Amber.

Micah … I have to find Micah. Not that I want to, but he is the only one who can help me and he might also know where Amber has gone to with the guy who might very well be Bill.

Where the hell is Micah when I need him ? I really hope he hasn’t left with the blonde. Right then I spot him in the corner. Oh well, he isn’t going to be happy getting disturbed, but right now I just can’t care.

I really need to have a talk with Micah, he is acting worse and worse lately, but this… getting a blow job in a freaking club right next to the f*****g bar by some cheap blonde, that has to take the price.

Is he even aware of the trouble it could get him in ? How much damage this could do to him ? His whole image is built up around him being the upstanding Alpha. Trustworthy. A good guy. That is one of the reasons people trusts him, and this would seriously break that image.

I take a deep breath and walk over, trying to keep my eyes at Micah's face and not the woman gagging on his c**k. "Micah, I need to talk to you, beta to Alpha".

"Can't you see that I am a bit busy right now Luca... can't it wait til I am … done ?" Micah doesn’t look up.

I take a deep breath and say. "No Micah, I think Amber is in real trouble".

"What ? Where is she ?" Micah’s head snaps up, clearly not at all embarrassed by what he is doing.

Me, on the other hand, finds it quite unsettling and looks everywhere else. "She is gone, so is the jerk who was hitting on her and I heard someone talking about a controlling b***h getting a lesson".

"Starla, sorry but got to go". When she doesn’t stop what she is doing, Micah grabs her by the hair and pulls her away, tugging himself back into his pants.

Starla tries to snuggle up to Micah, who rolls his eyes annoyed. "Starla, please get lost okay. I have something more important to do".

"Have you any idea where she might have gone with that guy ?" I am looking at Micah as Starla is stalking away looking very angry.

Micah nods and makes his way toward a door in the back of the room and without a word I follow him, hoping he is right, and that she is okay.