I only had one tiny shard of freedom, and Pablo held it in the palm of his hand. With just a single mood swing in the wrong direction, he could crush it. He could kill me, or worse, lock me back up in my lavender-walled bedroom. My fake identity wouldn't last long. People would keep asking questions, and I wouldn't have any answers. They'd doubt me, they'd talk to each other, and they'd figure it all out. I didn't know what would happen to me once this flimsy mask eventually slipped off. At least, I didn't know the details, but I couldn't imagine it would mean anything good for me. I had stared at my bedroom ceiling all morning, longing for Mafer's hugs and advice. I'd wondered if this life was worth living if I knew I was getting dangerously close to its expiration date. Then I remem

