CHAPTER THREE
VESPER
Anticipation, but not the fun kind—the kind that squeezes in tight and walks with you down the hall while everyone keeps pretending you aren’t even there. I could feel their gazes—like heat, right between my shoulders. Not the interesting sort from earlier, either. No, this was something else. Jealousy. That look people give you when you do something they can only imagine doing, and they end up hating you for showing them how scared they are.
So I straightened my back.
The speaker’s office waited at the far end of the admin wing, past a bunch of old portraits—men checking you with their tight jaws and old-fashioned eyes, all packed into thick frames, desperate to look important. I made myself meet every stare as I walked by. All alpha-types—one after another, lined up like proof of something I never asked for.
At the last one, I stopped.
Crown Prince Mason Arendale—his portrait really caught me by surprise. He looked so much younger than I’d pictured. Still, the painted eyes followed me, sizing me up, calculating. I gave it an extra moment. Make it count. Didn’t admit why it mattered, just saved it away for later.
The office itself smelled like paper and power. Director Cassel (his name only stuck five minutes ago) lounged behind this oversized desk—the kind that makes anyone on the other side feel like a kid in trouble. Heavy, dark wood. Cushy chair. Every detail meant to remind you of the game, and who’s got the bigger hand.
Still, I sat. No invitation, just claimed my spot.
He eyed me, like he was still trying to add up how I’d landed higher on the board than he liked.
“You understand,” he said, “that what you pulled this morning wasn’t just a protocol issue. It was a statement. And statements from omegas here are not—”
“Director Cassel.”
He stopped right there. That interruption took something out of him, I saw it slide off his face.
“How long have you been seeing her?”
The silence crashed in—cold as ice, not just the heavy pause from orientation, but colder. The kind that makes you want to shiver.
“I don’t know what you think you—”
“I’m talking about the beta woman,” I said. “She waits for you at the east gate, Thursday evenings. My source doesn’t screw up. I don’t give away information for free, and I’m not planning to give this away. Unless I have to.”
I let the meaning settle. I watched him squirm.
He just watched me, still hunting for a way to fit me into the box he built for our conversation. I stood up, slow. Made him wait.
“I’ll see myself out,” I said. “Sir.”
Closed the door behind me, smooth as ever. Not rushing, not flinching.
Relief hit me hard, but I kept it bottled up. Folded it small, tucked it somewhere safe, right where nobody would ever see my hands shaking. I made sure those hands were steady again before I turned from the door.
Mira was already out there in the hall, leaning on the wall—her braids perfect, smiles just a bit too set.
“That was fast.”
“It was,” I said.
She fell beside me. I noticed that. Filed it away, like I always do.
“You were brave,” she told me. “Back there. Most people wouldn’t dare.”
“Most don’t,” I said.
She kept things breezy, but I caught the edge. “Be careful. This place has a long memory. Nobody likes feeling small.”
I looked at her a bit sideways—her eyes friendly, but the vibe was off.
“Thanks for the directions this morning,” I said.
She smiled. “Of course.”
“Both sets,” I clarified. “The wrong ones. And the right ones.”
She didn’t show anything. Mira’s sharp—trained, almost.
“I don’t know what you mean,” she said, smooth as always.
“I know,” I replied. Let it drop.
After that, I found my first class without help.
He’d beaten me there—the guy from orientation. He had that bottled-up kind of stillness, like he couldn’t wait to pounce if anyone challenged his turf. He grabbed the seat by the window, sunlight making his face catch the eye, in a way I promised myself I’d ignore.
I sat three rows behind him. He didn’t turn around.
I pretended I didn’t care.
M.A
Satisfaction.
She walked out of Cassel’s office in four minutes and thirty seconds, exactly. Don’t ask how I know. I counted.
Cassel followed almost twelve minutes later, like he’d swallowed a mouthful of poison. He sailed right past without seeing me—people always miss what they aren’t looking for.
It didn't matter what they said inside. The outcome spoke for itself. She entered under fire, but left in control. She didn’t show up at this empty school—she brought ammunition, intel, and a plan. She already knows more about these people than they realize.
I felt something twist inside my chest. Ignored it.
She isn’t just reckless. She knows how to play for keeps.
Mira caught my eye in the hall. I’ve been watching her for six weeks—Mira Voss. Her name landed right next to Vesper’s on the roster. Mira likes collecting people—then tossing them aside when she’s done. She sent Vesper to the wrong place this morning, and I know, because I saw it.
She’s moving her pieces early. I’ll let her think she’s winning this round.
For now.
Vesper chose a seat a few rows back. I didn’t turn. I didn't need to.
I felt her. Like the room shifts when a door opens, the air changes. Suddenly, it’s someone that doesn’t belong to you—someone who almost feels like fate.
She told herself she didn’t notice me. I noticed her looking out the window. People stare out windows when they want to avoid what’s in front of them.
My little butterfly.
She’s changing.
I am, too.