You in the mind

You in the mind part -3

Akash looked at Shaun's face in surprise.

"You know very well that I can't cover up and say anything. I can't even tell a lie. Everything that is written in this letter is true. I know that you love Neelima very much, so thinking of you, I thought of giving her the letter, but I couldn't. .I realized that I can't be generous like the heroines of movies and serials. I can't hand myself a love letter to the lover of whom I love. You must be asking why I didn't take the letter and give it to Neelima so I told you the truth but don't worry. That pink colored house you see. Neelima came there to learn music. She will come out after a while. She came alone with a bicycle. You can talk safely. I have ruined your letter. Here is pen and paper. And go out and write another letter. .”

Handing over a writing pad and pen with a rose flower print in Akash's hand, Shawn pushed the glass door of the front shop and entered inside. He is eating alone at a table with a big ice cream on the other side of the glass door. Akash looked at it once and then his eyes went towards the pink house where Neelima was coming out. His eyes fell on the sky. Neelima is coming towards the sky. The sky also moved forward.

"Hey, you've grown so much!"

"Hmm, I passed my secondary this year. You have become a child specialist. You have opened a chamber at home. I know everything."

"Dad, it's such a big deal. Is Shawn home?"

"Hmm, on Sundays, Didi keeps the chamber closed."

"Okay. You give this to your sister. Meanwhile, I meet Sir and Kakima."

"Okay." Little by little went inside. Rajesh sir came out.

"Hey sky you! Come here. How long have you come?" Sir Sadar invited. Kakima also came as soon as he sat on the sofa, "Your sir talks a lot about your batch." Sir's son is studying B Pharm. Akash cleared his throat and said, "Sir, Kakima, I want to tell you something."

"What's up?"

"Parents are telling me to get married. I want to marry Shaun. I told them at home. Parents have no objection. I came today to get your opinion." Akash said the words with confidence. Rakesh sir and his wife Mamata Devi remained silent for a while. The corners of Mamata Devi's eyes are wet. Somehow said in a tearful voice, "You really want to marry Shawn?"

"Yes, aunt. It's no joke that I told you so and so."

Rajesh sir looked at Akash and said, "Actually, your aunt thinks about Shaun all the time. You know, when Shaun died of brain tumor when he was one and a half years old, your aunt just came here. She took the responsibility of raising Shaun on her own. My Dada was in the army. Couldn't stay home most of the year. My mom and Mamata were bringing up Shaun together but when Shaun fell in the van, Dada left to fight with militants on the border. Shaun was left with only us. Shaun was more than her own children to Mamata. .”

"You know, Akash, everyone in the world knows that Shaun is a very bright and temperamental girl, but even if she was not born, I know what my daughter is like, her heart is as strong as it is soft. She understood at an early age that her mother would never come back. She never cried. Grandpa, when he left, Gun stood silently in front of Grandpa's coffin during the salute. Not a tear in his eye, but after his mother died, father and daughter held each other tightly. When Grandpa came home, the two were indistinguishable. Everyone was surprised, but I I didn't because I knew she wouldn't shed tears in front of anyone but inside she is writhing in pain. Even though she has become a doctor, I wonder if someone will come in her life one day who will understand her like she does. May all parents have happy children. Sansari wants to see. Today, hearing from you, it seems that it would be very good if Shaun agrees to this marriage. You have known him since childhood, you know. Has anyone ever seen such a girl who does not cry and eats ice cream when she is very sad. Actually, her When father came home, father and daughter would eat a lot of ice cream together. Maybe this is how he finds father by his side in his own pain."

Akash blurted out, "I know."

Shawn sits quietly with a paper in his hand. A little while ago it passed. The sky has arrived. He sent this paper with his hand. Both went to two cities to study medicine. Then Kalebdra met for a very short time. Sometimes the necessary talk on the phone is nothing more than that. Shawn looked at the letter in his hand again.

Crazy Shaun,

I wanted to say it for a long time but I didn't want to say it. I was working up the courage to speak my mind but not anymore before some brave boy comes and marries you and says, "I want you first, I want you second, I want you to infinity." You are the girl who loved me unconditionally. Loved for love. I love you too. I can't live without you. Please marry me and be my boss. I was waiting for your reply.

the end

Your scary sky

In the middle of the conversation, no one noticed when Shaun came and stood at the door.

"Kaku, I want to talk to Akash alone." Shawn's eyes are burning.

"Akashdar is done today. Tuktuki knows his sister very well.

"Alright. Take him in or talk here we're leaving."

"Sit down. Come up to the sky." Akash dutifully came to his room with Shaun.

"What is it?" Shaun burst out.

"Love Letter."

"What do you think of yourself? How many nonsense words are written on a red paper somewhere..." Shaun could not finish speaking in anger.

"Waste paper! This writing pad you gave me to write love letters. It has worked so far. Think about it. You will recognize it." Today's sky is much more daring. Shawn's fire statue looks like he's enjoying it. Shawn looked at the paper in hand, "I gave Neelima to write." Shawn's voice is much lower now.

"I didn't want to write so I didn't write."

"You didn't even say anything to him that day. Of course, I found out much later."

"I know why you were talking and eating ice cream then."

"I didn't get an answer to my question. Why didn't you say anything? Didn't you dare?"

"I didn't want to say."

"Why? You went to propose to him that day? You love him."

"Tell me how I would have said. On that day, the queen of Jhansi raised her sword and said she loved me. I suddenly understood the difference between true love and infatuation."

Shaun stands by the window. Akash went a little further, "That day when you came in for ice cream everything changed for me. I didn't even want to know if Neelima loved me. You know I told her that day that I went there to meet you. You might be wondering why I didn't tell you for so many years. You. In fact, I felt too small for your love that day. I felt like the most stupid person in the world. I thought you might find someone better than me. I would find a cow instead of this donkey."

"Then why did you come to tell me today?"

"You asked me long ago on phone if I proposed to Neelima. I avoided it but when my parents brought up marriage, suddenly it seemed like forever you would show off and I would be scared! Just as you directly told me that you love me, so I tell you. I love Bhishan. I have become bolder than you. I have told you in my house and in your house that I want to marry you."

"What did you say!" In the voice of Shaon, monsoon is coming.

Akash stepped forward and spun Shaun towards him. Shawon's eyes are raining today.

"Like your father, I will feed you ice cream. When you are happy. When you are in trouble, you will cry on my chest. Don't be surprised. No one but your family knows you eat ice cream. Many years ago, Tuktuk noticed your actions.

He knew by bribing chocolate. At that time, however, he did not understand why he noticed what other friends never noticed. Why does he fear you so much more than others? Just listening to you, the thought of love makes him think about why he is studying."

Shawn buried his face in Akash's chest and cried. Aakash hugged her tightly and said to himself, "You should cry today, Shawn. I have tried to prepare myself for so long to make you cry."