Selena I was not sure how I would deal with seeing Luther at the party, I wanted to make sure I would be able to control myself and see that nothing would put me on the wrong path when it came to my duties anymore. ‘I don't want to be distracted that day, I want to know that there is no way for me to fall for what Luther would do if he was to see me there.’ No matter how much I tried to fight it, I would find my mind drifting back to Luther and he always seemed to be on my mind. “I can't go on like this!” I yelled out in frustration. “You okay?” I heard Krystal ask a question from behind me. I turned to see Krystal there, she was looking at me and there was an odd look on her face. I didn't know what I was going to tell her at the moment to make her calm down and not worry. “I

