My Perfect Marriage

Chapter38

If she waits, Leon would likely move on with his new partner, embark on a fresh chapter in his life, delegate her most stressful responsibilities at POLO to others, and her mother would have no choice but to accept this development. This waiting period could allow her to find peace within herself as she prepares to return and navigate her role at POLO with Leon's presence. The aim is to alleviate the pain for both herself and Leon.

This rare chance should not be overlooked. In this unfamiliar place where her identity is unknown, she can distance herself from the city where she is recognized, embracing anonymity and a clean slate. A month of seclusion could provide her with the opportunity to manage finances, settle into a new environment, or even seek employment—a chance to pause and reflect on her life.

Rest and rejuvenation are essential for her well-being, affording her the necessary time to recharge before making decisions about her future. Upon her return, she aims to establish a changed dynamic, avoiding falling back into the same patterns of an unfulfilling existence. Renting her own apartment, reducing her work hours, and fostering genuine friendships are part of her envisioned path, alongside rebuilding bridges with Leon and allowing them to find resolution without her constant involvement.

Throughout her life, she has always been intertwined with her family's affairs, even during her studies and time at finishing school. This hiatus could mark a crucial period of separation, offering a chance to discover her identity and aspirations without the weight of familial obligations. It is an opportunity for a complete break, free from the constraints imposed by her relatives, enabling her to explore her individuality and desires—venturing into uncharted territory she has never dared to tread before.

As she contemplates her relationship with Leon, she questions if her feelings were genuine love or a result of conditioned behaviors, constantly thinking, acting, and sacrificing for his sake. This solitude would allow her to make decisions independently, devoid of external influences, focusing solely on her own needs and desires.

Her eyes flicker open, landing on the girl engrossed in her book. A sense of trustworthiness emanates from her, prompting thoughts of seeking her help. There is a feeling of indebtedness towards the girl, fostering a belief that she would be willing to assist. The possibility of enlisting her aid becomes a hopeful prospect for the future—a chance for mutual benefit once she returns home.

"Would it be alright if, just for a little while, I pretended not to remember who I am?" Sophia inquires softly, feeling lost and vulnerable in this unfamiliar place, where everything she had was left behind in that car. Accessing her bank accounts or any personal information could risk exposure, prompting unwelcome attention that she needed to evade.

"Huh?" The girl looks up from her business study manual on accounting, puzzled by Sophia's question. "Do you need my permission, or are you genuinely unsure of your own identity?" She scrutinizes Sophia, considering the question carefully.

"I don't know who I am," Sophia lies, though the words ring hollow even to her own ears. She berates herself for faltering in front of this stranger, overwhelmed by a newfound sense of guilt following the girl's previous act of kindness. It's a novel sensation for Sophia to feel indebted to someone she barely knows.

The girl stands up, approaches Sophia, and gazes at her intently with a pensive expression, chewing on her bottom lip. Despite being in her mid-twenties, she exudes an undeniably endearing charm.

"I understand... I suppose someone without a name or memory, unsure of their past or current circumstances, may require a place to rest and a friend to rely on," the girl remarks, raising a brow with genuine sincerity. Tears well up unexpectedly in Sophia's eyes at her response, prompting a heartfelt gratitude that leaves her speechless. The depth of the girl's compassion leaves Sophia awe-struck.

"My name is Glenda... Glenda Tarry," the girl introduces herself in a formal manner, extending her hand. When Sophia hesitates, Glenda takes her wrist and places her hand in Sophia's, maintaining a reassuring grip. "I won't pry into your situation unless you choose to share. I have a feeling you could use a respite. I run a modest establishment where I could use help with serving and cleaning in exchange for room and board. The pay isn't substantial, and it can be quiet at times, but there is a space here for you. Life can be solitary for someone like me, without family or a privileged background. I could use the companionship."

Overwhelmed by Glenda's words, Sophia trembles slightly as tears trickle down her cheeks. Sensing a genuine connection and an opportunity to lean on someone in this uncertain time, Sophia feels a glimmer of hope. Among all the people she has encountered, Glenda seems like a beacon of light in the darkness, offering a sense of comfort and stability amidst the uncertainty.

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She finds it remarkable that Glenda, a stranger, extends a lifeline without expecting anything in return. Witnessing such selfless kindness and the offer of support after being the primary caregiver for so long fills her with a sense of awe and gratitude.

Glenda reassures her, "No name, rest up. Leave your worries behind. I'll handle the doctor, and there's no need to fret. Sometimes, a mental break is necessary to sort things out. I've faced challenges, and we pay it forward here." Glenda's mature gaze, reminiscent of someone who has weathered storms, resonates with her despite her youthful demeanor.

"You emit an air of melancholy, a story waiting to be told. I'm naturally curious and can't resist understanding. This town offers solace for reflection and catching one's breath. During the off-season, it's a tranquil seaside setting where questions aren't asked, enabling individuals to find their footing."

Tears well up, and she nods in agreement, acknowledging that this environment provides exactly what she needs. Despite the guilt she carries for allowing her family to believe she's vanished, the thought of returning is daunting. Choosing to prioritize her well-being over the expectations of others feels selfish but necessary at this moment.

She convinces herself that this interlude will be brief, a temporary measure before taking decisive action. Once she regains her composure, she plans to reach out to her family and start anew, free from external pressures. Her intentions are geared towards fostering a better future for everyone, particularly Leon.

This decision isn't permanent or intended to cause pain. It's a personal step towards self-discovery. By momentarily shedding her identity and origins, she hopes to reemerge as a transformed individual when the time is right.