He was in my bed. Spending the entire night. I spent the first half of the night keeping him up, stealing kisses. “I’m tired,” he whined, eyes shut with exhaustion. But still, even when I laid there, staring at him, waiting, I could see the tip of his mouth hitch upward. “Why won’t you sleep?” he whispered. “I’ll wake up and you’ll be gone,” I grumbled. He opened one eye to take in my expression before shutting it. “I have church in the morning. You know that.” A huff. He was smiling widely now, eyes still shut. “Just close your eyes.” “Shouldn’t you want to stay up with me?” I complained, pressing closer to him. “I’ll be miserable tomorrow,” he whispered back. “Won’t it be worth it?” I pressed, anxious. “No.” No. He just said no.

