Before my six weeks is up Dallas and Kansas had to leave for gang business. Dakota stayed behind cause Dallas ordered him to. We all knew Mary needed him. Things have been tense cause the kids especially Hunter misses his daddy. He has been extremely upset but Tara Lyn hasn't been the best either. She is extremely jealous over Dakota's relationship with his nieces and nephews. Hunter mainly. Everytime he hold Hunter she goes off yelling my daddy and crying so Dakota quickly puts Hunter down. I'm exhausted even with the nanny here cause all the kids are young and know Dallas and Kansas are gone. I try to fill the void till the once a week nightly phone call where all the kids cry and beg them to come home. "you good sweetheart?",Dakota ask. "Yes I'm just tired and I miss them both so mu

