Today is the day of Tyler's surgery and I'm more nervous then him. I am jumpy, shaky and threw up twice this morning before going out to the car. Kansas is driving us cause Dallas has gang stuff to deal with. Since all threats are momentarily gone they are rebuilding and looking to bring in more members. I was a little upset but Dallas has to do what a gang leader has to do and that is be there and lead. He promised no girls were getting aloud in but that could change. I sighed again and held Tyler's hand the whole drive. Once at the hospital I started to cry making him feel bad.
"please Tara calm down its just surgery honey I will be done before you know it and you can see me then",he said hugging me. I hugged him tight and cried in his chest not wanting to let go.
"sweetheart please ca
