After our night of fun we made plans to have more nights like that one. Miranda kept trying to get my husband to f**k her but he turned her down every time. Rich Orion was causing more problems and he knew where we moved to. I was afraid to take the kids anywhere knowing he could pop up and hurt us. Dallas was more on guard and edgy as Rich got closer and issued more threats.
He called me five times a day and if I didn't answer he would flip and come home.
"Tara!!!"he yelled making me jump and run downstairs. He looked mad as hell as he stood chest heaving and that scary glare on his face.
"What's wrong Dallas?"
"why didn't you answer the f*****g phone I've been calling all f*****g day?",he snarled making me step back. Dallas never got this mad and it was scary as hell watching him.
"the phone never rang I swear or I would of answered",I said trying to calm him but he kept glaring at me. Dallas was pissed about something and the phone not ringing or me answering set him off. His heaving slowed but the anger remained.
"I f*****g call you answer. I'm not in the mood for excuses Tara",he fumed. I looked at him like he grew two heads.
"Dallas I swear it never rang on this end. You know I would freaking answer if it did!!",I raised my voice tired of his flipping out over phone calls. He stepped closer and grabbed my face making me wince from the tight painful grip.
"now is not the time to be a b***h Tara. I swear you are more trouble then your worth sometimes",he said making my heart break. Holding in tears in front of him I got angry and went off.
"well if I'm so much trouble run to your w***e Miranda maybe she will give you less trouble. If your not happy go f**k someone else cause obviously I'm not doing it for you anymore",I ranted out pulling away from him. His eyes filled with more anger and he does what I always feared he slapped me and I fell. Holding my face I stare up at him and he looks shocked.
"sweetheart I'm...".
"just go back to your gang", I say getting up and moving away from him. He looks torn as he stares at my face which has a bright red hand print on it.
"Tara look I'm...",
"just don't Dallas. If your so tired of me I won't stop you from leaving and I won't keep your kids from you either but you are never going to hit me again or I will leave and never come back",I said hurrying away. I left him standing there as tears ran down my bruised and sore face. I got to the bathroom and ran inside. Shutting the door I locked it and leaned on it. My husband just hit me.
Tears fell all day and even after they all came home I still went off to cry in my library. Kansas tried to talk to me but I ignored him to. Dakota looked at my face and anger filled his eyes. He left the room and I heard yelling. Not wanting to interfere I stayed in my seat reading a romance novel. Why couldn't I have a more understanding husband. I wiped more tears off my sore puffy face and laid the book down. Hours after he hit me my face bruised and it swelled some. I iced it all day off and on but it still hurt some. I blew my nose and wiped the never-ending tears as the yelling stopped. I put my book mark in and got up. I straightened the bookshelf and turned to find my husband standing there with a black eye. I wanted to be mad about it but I couldn't hardly look at him without feeling hurt.
He hit me and yelled at me. My heart broke at his words but it shattered when he slapped me. I went to leave but he blocked it.
"sweetheart I'm sorry I know that doesn't fix what I did but I'm truly sorry. I should of never said all that s**t or hit you please forgive me. I am really sorry baby",he said looking down at me. Tears were already streaming down my sore face but I couldn't say anything he hurt me. As he reached for me I flinched causing him to cuss.
His big fingers stroked my sore cheek before he pulled me close to him. I was sobbing as he held me tight to him.
"I'm sorry sweetheart I really am I should of never hit you or said all that s**t. Its just when I called and you didn't answer I thought the worst but that is no excuse I vowed to never hurt you and I did. Please don't leave me Tara cause if you did I would be nothing but a shell of a man. I'm sorry",he repeated over and over. I cried and cried as he held me tight and rubbed my back.
He kissed my head and held me tighter as I trembled and cried in his chest.
"I'm so stupid baby I never should of raised a hand to you. You do know I would never pick that w***e over you. Your my everything just forgive me Tara please",he begged making me look at him. His face looked worn out so I nodded yes I forgave him. He kissed my bruised cheek and then my mouth.
"f**k baby I'm sorry your bruised and sore. I love you Tara I really do and I swear I won't hit you ever again",he said kissing me with more hunger. He lifted me up and helped me wrap my legs around his waist. He kissed me with more passion and soon our clothes came off. When he entered me it was slow, easy and gentle something Dallas usually didn't do. He loved hard and fast but today in this moment he made love to me kissing away each doubt and kissing away each tear.
"I love you to",I said in his ear as he looked down at me. His eyes held mine as he pushed us over the edge and we both came. He kissed my lips and held me tight to him.
"I'm sorry sweetheart I'm just so f*****g sorry I will never be that stupid again",he said kissing my head. His fingers stroked my bruised cheek and tears filled his eyes. I snuggled into him and kissed his peck. I watched his friend rise up and as I straddled him he looked into my eyes.
"I forgive you and I truly love you Dallas just please don't hurt me again I swear it felt like my heart broke", I said sinking down on his hard and pulsating d**k. We moaned together.
Gripping my hips he leaned up and kissed my lips.
"never again sweetheart I swear on my life I won't hurt you ever again. Thanks for forgiving me I truly love you to baby",he grunted as we moved to the edge once more but faster this time.