Kain and I woke up early this morning and started our trip. I'm nervous and excited at the same time. I just hope that my instincts are right and they will accept me. Kain has done a great job at distracting me from my thoughts. It's so peaceful and freeing just watching the world go by outside my window. I thought about my first car ride out of NYC, and how hopeless and scared I was.
I feel completely different now. I remember wishing I could disappear into the background of life, and just live alone. Now I can't imagine a life without Kain and his family. They have made me realize that my life is important. I have a purpose, and I deserve to be loved.
We only ended up staying in the cabin for one night, but it's a night I will cherish for the rest of my life. So much had happened, I f
