Kain
I gave Siah some privacy to call Kate. I had to step away to regain control of myself anyway. It's getting harder and harder to be near her and not act on my desires. I just hope I didn't scare her today. When I carried her over to the bed, I was lost in the taste of her. All rational thought was gone. I needed more.
I would say Gavin has s**t timing, but this is twice he snapped me back to reality before I lost control. I don't want to push Siah too far. She finally gave in to sleeping next to me. If I scare her, she'll pull back away from me. She seemed different today. Almost as if she wanted me just as badly as I wanted her. I could smell her desire and it was pushing me over the edge. I have to take a step back and let her lead.
While she was on the phone, I decided to check
