A Destiny Beyond The Stars

New beginnings

I remember that day like the back of my hand. Even though I was only 3.. I remembered. My dad taking me to my mothers grave. He was so heartbroken and hurt. He even partially blamed me maybe even hated me. I just knew as the years grew he changed. He resented me even more like a deep hatred. He couldn’t even look me in the eyes without getting upset and crying or filled with deep anger and rage. Sometimes I miss having the father who at least tried to make an effort through the sadness. Now that I’m older , 15 to be exact it was basically as if I was on my own. He paid the bills and things I needed in exchange for me to leave him alone you know the bare minimum parents are required to do by law.He didn’t care about me because he loved me he “cared” because he has to. I mean how could he care for the person who is the cause for his beloved wife dying. It wasn’t my fault again I didn’t ask to be here. Obviously I’m here for a reason. May the best man survive and I was the best man sorry to tell you. Besides my father my home life isn’t bad. Growing up in Midoriya was so amazing. It was a beautiful place,it’s like living on vacation. It’s so mystical. At night the moon shines so bright, it’s never not a full moon. The reflection from the moon reflects on the water creating a purplish blue hue of color in the sky. Not to mention the amount of visible stars in the sky. It’s such a beautiful scenery. Me and my friends would go out to stargaze past hours. We loved the adrenaline rush and the adventure. The best thing is not knowing how things will pan out. I had a good amount of friends. Kimora and Miliah and I wouldn’t trade them for the world. Lately I’ve been feeling distant from them. Maybe it’s this COVID 19 I haven’t seen them in months nor have they tried to hang with me. I’m the one always putting in the effort to try to see and hang out with them.Maybe it’s this COVID 19 I haven’t seen them in months nor have they tried to hang out with me. I’m the one always putting in the effort to try to see and hang out with them. It’s understandable because this is a hard time for everyone and they got things going on in their life. Maybe they need a break or an escape for a moment. So I hit up the group chat on i********:.

“A Series of Moodswings”

Hey guys y’all want to go somewhere I’m dying to get out this house right now ~baddiewithafattie

Yes girl please I can’t take it anymore~ lightskinshawtynamek

So who’s driving !?~msstealyogirl

Girl you are the only one with a car and license. ~ lightskinshawtynamek

Oh yea? I forgot be ready in 30 I’ll be omw y’all know I stay ready~msstealyogirl

Girl I’m dressed come pick me up I wouldn’t have asked if I wasn’t ready ?~ baddiewithafattie

No fair ☹️~ lightskinshawtynamek

You take hours to get ready and you know this , I’m omw Legacy you want to grab something to eat while we wait for Kimora slow behind to get ready?~ msstealyogirl

Why would you even ask that the answer is always yess~ baddiewithafattie

I hate you guys ~ lightskinshawtynamek

Awww babes you will be okay~ baddiewithafattie

Worry about getting dress time is ticking why are you still texting us !!! ~ msstealyogirl

I am !! ?..not~ lightskinshawtynamek

They are so aggravating sometimes but those are my best friends and I’m going to stick beside them.