Nathans POV. I can see it on their faces. They all hate me right now. I'm hurting my mate and my friends doesn't even get it. Damon does but Cathy thinks I'm mad. She don't get why I'm even trusting this witch but I can't afford not too. If we do get pregnant, I want to be one hundred percent sure, that Lea will be with me on the other side of that birth. I'm back in my office and pure a glass of whiskey and then it's bottom up. I drop the glass when I hear howling downstairs and my heart is pounding in my chest until I hear Leas howl. Thank god, they're not in danger. I clean up the broken glass when Damon walks in. "Your mate hates me." I mutter under my breath. He shakes his head and chuckle. "No she doesn't, but she can't or maybe even won't understand why you're doing this." H

