RAIN
When I got back to the room, Trevor was nowhere in sight, which was a good thing because I didn't know how to face him anymore, and also because I needed time away from him to clear my head and figure out what was going on. I knew whatever I was feeling wasn't love, nor was it what I was supposed to feel if he was my mate, but somehow I found myself lusting after him, lusting after his body. I want him badly and it wasn't even because I am in heat. It is very difficult to understand. I know now that we have to send him away. I am at risk of jeopardising everything I have worked for and we can't let that happen. I can't lose myself for a few minutes of pleasure, I have a lot of things on my plate and men and romance will have to take a back seat for the time being. This was the only w
