Stepping out of Lottie’s place felt like I just did something horrible to a fellow woman.
The idea of forcing her to come out on her own, claiming all the things she should have claimed in the very first place, I thought it would give me a sense of relief. However, as I watch Zach, harshly confronting her and threatening to reveal her affair with that old disgusting man, it makes me feel guilty. As if I had done such a very wrong move.
In the very first place, I don’t really have it in mind to force her to come out in public. In fact, there was no plan at all because it was so abrupt and I wasn’t ready completely when Zach pulled me with him and took me somewhere I don’t know where first. I did want to meet the mistress, but that was it. I wasn’t sure what to do anymore after I met her,
