I am having a really hard time with my heat coming at me in full force out of nowhere, I knew I would have to face this, but I was expecting it to be delayed more because I was still not prepared for it. I have asked aunt Becca and aunt Bella to take care of my children, they would be scared if they saw me like this and I am glad that everyone agreed to leave me alone at this time because I won't be able to handle their advice not yet anyways. It's been a few minutes since I asked Bria to arrange everything, I heard a knock on the door but I wasn't able to respond to it, and Bria opened the door coming inside with the pack doctor. I was a sweaty mess and a whimper escaped my lips when the doctor touched my arm to check my vitals, she looked at me with a worried expression before going in t
