Watching Rain's file blankly, I was mad at myself for not knowing her real age. But what does it matters? She is carrying my child, my own child we didn't plan for. 'I am such an asshole!'. What if she had died and I lost them both? What if Brook decide to take her far where she will give birth without seeing ma again? Great! Mox just decide to start mute. He didn't even talk about the tiny baby growing In our mate. I don't know how to feel at the point about her pregnancy. Although it is a good news to have your mate pregnant but the problem is either losing her or the child and as thing can have it, I don't know if I should be sure that she would survive. Of no doubt, I know she is still alive. I can still feel her, although its faint. But that connection is still there. I feel l

