I've been trying to avoid everyone as much as possible since I've been back, especially Fallon. She would do nothing but worry and fuss over me more than she already does and I can clearly see all the stress she is already under. Adding to that with what's going on with me won't do anything to help her. She had other more important things to deal with right now. If the guys knew they would just go tell her as soon as I told them, so I kept everything to myself.
I tried to act my part. Smile when I had to, pitch an idea here and there, But mostly I stayed quiet and listened. So much has happened since I'd died. Died. I actually died. Since Fallon restored me I have slowly started to remember everything. I remembered the battle, then the pain. So much pain. It came so suddenly, so quickly
