Blue Dream

A loss

I jump up and see Vanessa changing my blood drip bag, “you’re awake,” she gasps. The door opens and Ren comes in, “Ava? Ava!” He cups my face, kissing my lips worried, “Ren! Ren!” I tear up and hug him tightly. He holds me to him, I felt his tears and look at him, “f**k, I thought I lost you. I thought I lost you, I f*****g thought I lost you. I was ready to let this f*****g place fall. I can’t do s**t without you, Ava. I’m in love with you,” he whispers, kissing my lips. I wrap my arms around his neck and kiss him back, “oh, Ren. I’m in love with you too,” I sniff and he wipes my eyes, nuzzling my neck.

Ren doesn’t leave my side as the others come in, “Max!” I hug him and he goes to me, hugging me hard, sniffling, “I thought I lost you sister,” he whispers, Amanda comes in holding his hand and hugs me, “we thought you would never wake up. It’s been four days,” Amanda sighed and I sat up, flinching in pain in my abdomen, “careful baby,” Ren holds me, “yeah, it was four days,” Raven and Vanessa came back. Vanessa had tears in her eyes, “what’s wrong?”

“Ava, I’m sorry…” Raven’s voice trailed off, “what? Why?” Ren got up, tensing up, “t-the silver… Ava, you were pregnant,” Vanessa whispers. My heart dropped, “what?” Ren’s face changed. His expression was sad, we both felt it, “I’m sorry, Ava. I’m so sorry,” I was confused, “I never released a scent or anything,” I whisper, “the moon goddess protected you from the hands of Devin with a scent repressor,” Jaw states. Ren dropped to his knees, “she was… pregnant? N-now she isn’t?” Raven nods, “it suffocated the baby,” Vanessa whispered. She goes to me and hugs me, I’m still shocked at any information right now. I couldn’t process anything,

“A-Ava…” I lay back down, turning my back to them all, “I want to be alone, with Ren please,” I whisper. They nod and walk away, “then why did we start feeling the haze?” He was asking quietly, “I-I don’t know,” I say I’m a whisper and a tear finally drops from my eye, “the moon goddess said that a sacrifice is required in order to gain my power,” I whisper as he wraps his arms around me, “what? You talked to her?” I nod, “I have the power of healing. She said that the surge of power is what I would feel,” I nod at him. “We were pregnant,” I whisper tearing up and hold my stomach, w-we didn’t even get a chance to feel it, I nuzzled his neck. I was scared for children, but the moment they said that, I felt empty. Lost and broken. “A little bundle of joy that we can’t get back and enjoy,” he lifts my head and kisses my lips, “we can’t let that stop us from trying again,” he caresses my cheek. I tear up and wrap my arms around his neck, kissing his lips softly as he wraps his arms tightly around me and kisses me back.

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I quickly walk out of the bathroom, feeling that tightness once again. My core was picking up, the heat between my legs was strong, it was overpowering my common sense. I see Ren coming in and jump on him, kissing his lips. He growls, kissing my neck, “your heat,” he whispers and I nod, looking at him. “Baby, calm down,” he sits on the couch and he cups my face as I grind against him, my eyes kept going from golden to red and I look down, unbuttoning his shirt. “You’re really making it difficult for me,” he whispers into my ear in a growl, “it should have been easy from the start,” I grip his hair and takes my shirt off, showing him that I had no bra on.

Kissing my neck, he takes my pants off and, discards them somewhere in the darkness of the room and slid inside me, making me moan at how slow he was filling me up. I reach up, to hold the wall and pushes myself to make him go deeper, “f**k, Ava,” he stops me, cupping my face, I can see the glisten in his eyes, “I don’t have a condom on,” he whispers softly, “f**k a condom, Ren. f**k me already, damnit!” I was annoyed he was holding me back from releasing myself.

I moan loudly, wrapping my legs around his waist, tilting my head back as he slams his c**k deep inside me with such a fever, he wanted to really ravage my body. “Oh f**k, Ren!” I cried out as he bit on my n****e, making me more wet while he f****d me with passion and speed. It was rough s*x, I loved it. He growls loudly, reaching down and rubs on my c**t while his c**k pounds into me, making it start to sting a bit, but it added to my pleasure as I gasp, feeling that climax start to build up.

I reach down and my nails grip his back hard. He starts matching my breathing while not slowing down, thrusting hard and deep, nuzzling my neck as he moans. He sits on his knees, pushing me down and pushes his c**k deep inside me trying to hit my spot, “f**k,” he whispers, stopping. “What are you doing?” I whimper, “I was close,” I growl. He lays back and makes me straddle him, sliding me back down his c**k.

“Listen,” he sits up and cups my face before I can move my hips, “breathe baby, you’re going to make me lose it. I’m trying here to push Sam back,” he kisses my lips softly. I ignore him, starting to move my hips and he tilts his head back, moaning, “s**t, don’t stop moving like that, baby. Just like that, yessss,” he breathes, gripping my waist. I press my nails onto his chest and bounces on his c**k, swiftly and hard, feeling my climax build up again to the brink. I was breathing heavy, feeling my breasts bounce with every thrust. “f**k Ren, s-so…” I was out of breath, feeling his c**k repeatedly hit that sweet spot that sent me. I screamed out, shaking a bit as it finally washed over me. My climax eating me from the inside. I was crying of the pleasure as he grunted out quietly, also climaxing, his warm seed spilling inside me. I tilt my head back, whimpering out as I slide my nails down his chest, he moans again and I see him biting his lip, catching his breath under the moon light.

We walk out of the room. I look at the clock, it was about to be Ten at night. “We needed to do the meeting ten minutes ago,” Matthew scoffs, leaning against the stairs, “listen, I was going to come bring her, okay? She wasn’t feeling well,” he clears his throat, nodding. I blush and smile, “I’m feeling much better now though, what’s the meeting about?” I ignore the guys and skip downstairs, “you need to control your horny mate, Ren,” Matthew chuckles quietly, thinking I wouldn’t hear, “trust me, I tried, Matthew. Her dominance surpasses my own in that category,” he chuckles back and they follow behind me. I enter the big oval meeting room, giggling and then I felt tension and stop, every single Alpha was sitting down and they look at me, “uh…” I back up slowly, fake chuckling and bump into someone, “oh, s-sorry,” I turn around and he chuckles, “you okay there?” He looks at me. I gulp down and nod, “y-yeah, what’s this meeting about?” I blush and grip Ren’s shirt and nuzzle his shirt then. I felt uncomfortable and he felt it as he tensed up and held me close to him, “I think it’s time those eyes look somewhere else,” Ren said menacingly. He growled so low, it actually shook the table a bit and I felt the eyes leave my body immediately, some clearing their throats. I hold his hand and walk next to him, not meeting their eyes. He sits on a chair and I look at the chair next to him. On the other side of Ren was Alpha Dominic. “Sorry we are late. We had uh..a problem,” Alpha Kylo comes in, clearing his throat. He was fixing his tie still. I sigh and Vanessa joins in afterward. I squeak loudly and jump up to go hug her. She hugs me back, laughing, “yay! Vanessa!” I cheer, giggling. Ren chuckles, “I know that too well,” he nods. We both blush and I pull her to the back of the room with me. “I feel uncomfortable with so many Alpha’s,” she whispers, “I know, me too. The minute I walked in, those eyes pierced my soul.”

King Lycan sits down then, “okay, the Christmas Party, Alpha Ren is hosting will be having some few changes,” he nods, “what changes?” Alpha Dominic asks. “Luna Ava was poisoned with Silver,” King Lycan nods. I see Ren clench his fists, anger rise from his eyes and Matthew the same, “how?” Alpha Kylo asks, confused, “we searched the food and drinks they had at the cabin, we found nothing, until we saw this,” he puts down a bottle of water. My bottle of water that I found and liked it. There is silver pouring from this bottle,” I gasp, “but… I didn’t feel anything, I didn’t see anything on it. I washed it and everything,” I got up and go to look at it. As he said, sparkling silver pieces were shown. “We only know someone who can tell us how it happened it you spotted nothing,” King Lycan nods at me. “Really?” Both our eyes glisten, “Jaw has a lot of information that he wants to give out,” he says. I nod. “Really? Is it okay? So many Alpha’s and Jaw’s presence surpasses them all, it’ll be fighting for dominance in here,” he laughs out loud and Ren chuckles, “at least you care,” Ren admits, “zip it, Einstein,” I huff at him. I think about it and sigh, Let’s show them who is the real Alpha, Vera cheers.

“Okay, uh, before I show you guys, my guardian … please note, he does not wish to challenge any of you. He is not of this world, he is a demon wolf,” I noticed the Alpha’s sort of tense up, “what?” Alpha Kylo asks confused, “trust me when I tell you. His Alpha-ness surpasses King Lycan’s. His presence is serious, do not try to show your dominance back. Especially on my territory,” Ren growls. They nod, Vera? Contact Jaw, I then sit on Ren’s lap as Vanessa does the same uncomfortable about the mention of Jaw.

“Master,” Jaw says lowly. The lights flicker behind us and out comes Red eyes. I look back and get up, walking forward, “Alpha’s meet, Jaw. The Alpha of all Alpha’s basically,” their eyes went wide as Jaw got bigger walking out.

You suddenly felt the tension so thick, it started to suffocate me. Ren gripped his fist and I sit back down on him, “shhh,” I whisper and he nods. “My name is Jaw, I’m a Demon Wolf from the pits of bell as you can say, I’m sorry if my presence affects you all,” he nods.

“How did this silver appear?” I ask him through-mind link, “it was hidden, I noticed as I was watching you pick it up, the glistening stopped as if something covered it. I thought it was the wetness from the snow melting off of it. There is only one Wizard capable of making Silver disappear,” Jaw says, “you don’t mean…” King Lycan’s voice trails off, “Devin… the Wizard King, he has been working with Valex in order to take you Alpha’s down,” my heart dropped, “how? Why? We’ve been on not so good terms with the Wizards, why help a bunch of rogues who can’t be civilized?” Ren asks angry, “that’s the thing, he isn’t helping… he’s two-timing the rogues, I’ve been snooping around my self in the underworld, the Wizards want to eliminate anything Lycan and werewolf related, they will soon go after me and my pack,” Jaw nods, “what? Jaw…” I got up. He chuckles. He leans his muzzle down and it nudges me, “the moon goddess has already told you,” he tells me, “yes, you’re one thousand and something years old and have a son-“ I stopped. “What?” Jaw was confused.

“What we know is that we need to stop these Wizards from doing anything,” I look at them, “putting your dominance’s to the side, your packs are in danger… all of our packs are in danger if they succeed, Alpha Kylo and us have already made a plan and if you guys would want to end this once and for all to enjoy peace, you will join the plan,” I walk forward. Silence. “I’m in, I haven’t had an adrenaline rush in a while and Kovu here hasn’t stopped howling in my head about ripping apart rogues,” Alpha Dominic chuckles. Then the other Alpha’s nod in agreement.

I look up at Jaw who was staring at me. I look back down, gulping, “you will have to tell him,” King Lycan says, “you know?” I ask, pecking Ren’s cheek, “I’m King Lycan, almost as close as Jaw’s age, You think it would pass me by?” King Lycan looks at Ren who is nuzzling my neck, “Sam has been feeling… uneasy, Ava. Under Jaw’s presence, I think Sam can feel something,” I frown at Vera’s response. “The black Knight,” Jaw says. The room falls silent. Ren’s ears perk up and his eyes turn Golden. Sam was out, “oh shit.”