“I’m sorry, I shouldn’t have spoken to you the way I did before. This isn’t your fault but I continue to take it out on you, you want dad back as much as I do and I should remember that.” I say just allowing all the thoughts which had been swirling around my head to come to the surface. “I was so scared that if something had happened to you, you would have gone thinking I hated you or hating me.” I cry which causes her to pull away from me to look at her face, her eyes also having tears in them.
“There is nothing you could say or do which would make me hate you, yes we have got into arguments and don’t always agree, but I’m still your mother Ally and I love you so much.” She tells me which was so crazy for me to hear, but also something I have wanted to hear throughout my whole life. “Wha
