I sit down in the middle of the couch as I stare at the center table without blinking. Lily stares down at me with a worried expression as I move my foot from side to side in anxiety. “my lady, don’t worry. I’m sure that they are on their way.” I ignore her. The only thing that I am currently worried about is the thoughts that plague my mind. This morning I woke up extremely early and I didn’t bother to meet up with Kuro like every morning. ‘it’ll be less painful this way.’ Unfortunately for me, I’ve realized that I have gotten attached to that part of him and I hate it. I hate it because that part of him will disappear in a couple of days. I’ll never see the young boy that always smiles up at me and looks at me with admiration. ‘and that pains me.’ The sound of the door openi

