Dangerous Pearls

Chapter 18

I ran as fast as I could when I got out of the hospital. I had no idea where I was running to, I did not have any sense of direction. I did not feel like anywhere was safe for me. I did not want to put anyone in danger anymore. I could not be the fault of anyone else's death like Maia. I love Maia and I love everyone in my life. I did not want them dead because of me, they did not deserve it. They did not have to feel pain and suffering because of my relationship with them. Maybe if I ended my life, all this could be avoided. I mean, it is for the best. No body knows, if I could end my life, the others would be spared and I would not suffer anymore. 

"You can't do what your thinking" One of the voices said mockingly.

"Yeah, she is way to weak". Another one added before another joine in saying,

"She doesn't have enough will power to do what it takes, she will back out"

"But no body would probably miss her". The second voice said again.

"You are right, no one truly loves her" The first said before the third said,

"Yes, I mean, they only talk to her because she is the princess and they don't want to have their head chopped off".

The second one then mocked and said, " Or be staked. I mean I wouldn't like a dagger in my heart"

At this, I let a tear drop. I could not see where I was going anymore. Everywhere was cloudy and blurry. My eyes stung from the tears that were in my eyes but I was trying my best to hold on to the tears.

"You are right, just like Maia" The other said and they all burst into laughter. 

I couldn't hear myself think anymore. All I could hear was the laughter in my head. It was mocking, loud and overwhelming.I could also hear the repetitive and steady drumming of rain on the ground in rhythm.

I dropped to the ground in despair and hopelessness. I felt like a crazy, sad woman, hearing voices in her head. I could still hear them laughing and joking. I held my hair in helplessness and frustraion as I screamed 

"Stop it! Stop it! Please!" I pleaded but it fell on deaf ears. I burst into tears as I looked around at the empty street.