Chapter 11: Therapy

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I was trying to make some cereal when Amdis came over and told me to have a sandwich and maybe a salad or snack with it too, he thought it would be more filling, we bickered over the food stupidly when the door knocked and a lady entered. “Amdis, leave me alone and let me eat what I want!” “I was just suggesting—” “No you weren’t you were being bossy.” “You two make an adorable couple.” We both turned to face the lady standing in the doorway. “We are not a couple,” Amdis quickly said. “Pfft, yeah, god forbid you be cursed to date me,” I rolled my eyes. Amdis ignored me and went over to the lady, she was unnaturally beautiful like Amdis and had beautiful long soft curly red hair and red eyes to match, when she smiled I saw her fangs and knew she was a vampire too. She was slender and curvy and had bigger b.reasts than me, she wore a tight formal black dress with tights and high heels, a girly girl clearly, and probably way more Amdis’ type than I ever would be. I wasn’t focused on that right now though, I was focusing on her fangs and the fact she was a vampire, a female vampire. I backed slowly towards the corner of the kitchen and tried to breathe slow and calm. They both noticed me shaking and Amdis said, “it’s ok Rochelle, this is Francesca, she’s your therapist, you are safe.” Amdis was going to leave, but terror shot through me and I cried out, “no! Don’t leave me! Please don’t leave me!” I started crying and slid to the floor, hugging my knees. Amdis came over and bent down in front of me. “It’s ok Rochelle—” “Please stay!” I begged and grabbed his sleeve tightly. “Ok, ok, ssh, it’s ok my little pet, I’ll stay with you.” I hugged him tightly, making him have to lean his hand against the cupboard door beside us, so he didn’t fall back. He wrapped his other arm around me gently and made me stand up with him. I hugged him tighter and buried my face in his chest when Francesca came closer towards us. He kept his arm around me protectively and with his other hand, he stroked my hair, soothing me. Francesca kept a safe distance and said gently, “hello Rochelle, my name is Francesca and I promise you I will not harm you, you are safe with me always, I am here only to help you.” I felt calmer being close to Amdis and tried not to whimper when I asked her, “can he stay with me?” “Yes, if you really want him to, it would be better if it was just you and me because there may be things you want to talk to me about that you might not want him to hear.” “It’s ok, I don’t mind,” I quickly said. She smiled kindly and nodded, “ok, then let’s get started, shall we?” We sat on the sofa, and she sat on a kitchen chair opposite us. I was so close against Amdis I may as well have been sitting on his lap. He didn’t seem to mind, and I wasn’t even sure he was aware he was still trying to comfort me, he was softly stroking patterns on the back of my hand. Looking at Amdis, Francesca said, “I need you to stay calm and remain completely unemotional, no matter what you hear.” “Of course,” he replied. I hoped that was true, I didn’t want him being disgusted by me or seeing me as weak, I had told him what happened to me, but I hadn’t gone into the full details, I didn’t give any details about what I’d had to do with the female vampires for Zedrics pleasure. “Ok, so Rochelle, shall we start with how you were taken?” I nodded, that was easy to start with. “I was walking back from the shops when two of Zedrics vampires were driving by in a black van. I didn’t think much of it until they slowed down beside me, I still didn’t think I was in danger because they seemed to park up, and I carried on walking. It was silent, I didn’t hear anything strange at all, and then they were just suddenly behind me, grabbing me and throwing me into the van.” I watched her writing down notes, and then she asked, “do you know why they chose you?” I shook my head, “I don’t think there was any real reason other than I was just there, Zedric had been wanting a pet for a while, and they brought me to him hoping it would please him and put them in his good books.” She nodded and more gently she asked. “How was he at first?” “He was polite at first, he said he wanted a new pet, and he didn’t mean for it to end up with me being taken against my will, he said he was sorry about that but that he would take care of me.” “How long was it before he grew violent?” “Less than a week, he hated that I was stubborn about things, and he hated when I didn’t clean things properly or bring his food fast enough, he would call me names and tell me how ugly I was and then slowly a slap would turn to a punch and a punch would turn into a full beating, he liked having his vampires join in too or some days he liked to watch them beat me when he was bored.” I found it oddly easier watching her write down notes rather than make full eye contact with me. “What else happened?” She asked. “He got bored with just regular beatings, so he took me to his dungeon room, he liked to t.orture me and wanted to see how much pain a human could take.” “Would you be ok sharing what it is he would do?” I nodded and said, “he would start off beating me with his fists, then he would use this thick long metal chain and beat me across the back and chest with it until I could barely breathe, he would move on to a whip because he said he liked to watch my skin split and bleed, he would feed on me while t.orturing me too, sometimes he liked to chain me up by the wrists and would force me to break my own wrist and hand to free myself, and then he would reward me with some food.” She was still writing, and I was relieved to not see shock or horror on her face. Amdis looked cold and unreadable, but I could sense his anger by the way he was balling his hand into a fist. Amdis managed to remain calm while I finished talking about the t.orture, and then it was time for me to tell her about what he made the female vampires do. “Were they forced too?” She asked me. “No, they liked it, they liked turning on their master.” “What did they do?” She asked softly. I took a deep breath and said, “he liked at least two on me at a time, one would hold my wrists down while the other would kiss me down my body, but then she would start to bite me, they enjoyed my screams and my pain, they would make me touch them between their legs, or kiss them there with tongue, they liked when I put my fingers inside too, is that normal?” I asked. Francesca kept her face calm, but Amdis lost his calm control and he stood up angrily. “Amdis,” Francesca warned him. “My apologies, I know I said I’d stay calm but this is f.ucking disgusting, what kind of f.ucking vampires are they? She’s so innocent, who could ever do such a despicable thing to her, she doesn’t even know what f.ingering or foreplay is.” He punched the wall so hard it cracked and then some crumbled to the floor. “Amdis, don’t scare her,” Francesca said. He turned to look back at me and calming himself, he came and sat next to me and pulled me into his arms. “I am so sorry I couldn’t find you sooner, I will never forgive myself for that but know that I will destroy them and bring you justice, I will hunt them all.” I cuddled in to him and with one arm wrapped around me, he used his other hand to softly stroke my cheek. “Ok, maybe that’s enough for this session,” Francesca said, looking at us. To me, she said, “I’ll come back in two days, and we can talk more about your night terrors and PTSD and how we can work on dealing with it.” I nodded, and she politely said goodbye and left us because right now, it was Amdis who was clinging to me and holding me tightly. “Amdis, are you ok?” I asked. He moved away letting me go and quickly said, “yes, I am fine, sorry.” “It’s ok, it was nice to be held,” I smiled. “All the horrors you have been through, and you are still so innocent and sweet,” he smiled sadly and tucked a strand of my curls behind my ear. “You really like playing with my hair, don’t you,” I teased. “Pfft, I do not,” he retorted and walked off, while I followed him and carried on teasing. “So you feel things for me too through our bond?” I asked, still pestering him. “Of course I do, the bond works both ways, it doesn’t have to mean anything romantic though, so don’t go thinking that.” “I never said it did.” “Come on, let’s train some more.” “Is that safe while I’m in heat like some animal?” He laughed a boyish laugh at that, and it was incredibly cute and hot and seductive all at once, I loved it. “Yes, it is safe, worst case scenario you can always relieve yourself on me, I will not touch you.” “No, I’m going to suffer through it, remember?” “Yes, I remember,” he smiled. “Besides, you don’t want anything romantic,” I said. “I would hardly call you humping me romantic.” I gasped at that response and punched him in the stomach for that even though he didn’t so much as lose his breath, Pfft, could a vampire even lose their breath? He laughed and only found it funnier when I scowled at him. We trained for a while, and I was doing better, but we had to stop when my being in heat for him flared up again. I hid in my room for the rest of the day still embarrassed about the whole thing and when it was evening Amdis knocked on the door and called through, “I will have Kane stay with you again, I don’t like to leave you, but I really need to feed.” “Ok!” I called through.” He left when Kane arrived, and I threw on my pink kitten hoodie and came out of my room. Kane looked me over and said, “really? Kittens?” “Don’t judge!” I said in a pretend angry voice. “I won’t judge, but I’m just saying if you ever want to get f.ucked you need to dress a little sexier.” I think my jaw dropped when he said that, and I snapped, “I don’t want to be the f worded thank you!” He laughed and replied, “that’s so cute you don’t even swear, if you’re ok with me and Amdis treating you like a little sister then you carry on dressing like a kid all you like, but the way you kissed me last time I think you wanted it a little bit.” I pushed past him and dropped heavily on to the sofa and then turned back to look at him, “I just wanted comfort like you said, I wanted to feel wanted and cared for, nothing else, I’m a virgin and saving myself.” I didn’t even hear him move when he was just suddenly sitting next to me. “You’re a virgin?” I nodded, and he draped his arm across the back of the sofa behind me and murmured, “I don’t suppose you want comfort right now?” “No perv! I’m bonded to a vampire, remember?” I didn’t tell him I was now bonded to Amdis as I had a feeling Amdis didn’t want anyone knowing. “Right, that’s a shame I could have made you feel so good.” “Are you always this horny with your clients?” I scoffed. “The pretty ones, sure.” “That’s not very professional, and I thought I was too childish to be pretty or sexy?” “Baby, you being a virgin is enough to drive most of us wereanimals insane with lust, to want to claim you.” I blushed hard at his words, I knew some people would hate hearing such crude things said, but I liked the flattery, it made me feel wanted and desirable. I smiled looking down at my lap, and he ran the back of his finger down my cheek, it wasn’t in a flirty way it felt more brotherly than anything and then he moved back. “Ok, I’ll behave now and stop perving over you,” he teased. “You know, Kane, you don’t seem like a sociopath.” He laughed and answered, “that’s just because I like you babe, be very glad for that.” “What do you do if you don’t like someone?” He grew more cold and replied, “nothing good. I need to use the restroom.” “Restroom? Oh toilet, yes, it’s just down there to your left.” Kane was American, but had moved here a few years back for his job. He made his way to the toilet, and I waited to hear him lock it before pulling my hoodie off and grabbing a raincoat instead. I had been wearing a long sleeved baby blue top underneath and leggings underneath the loose Pajama trousers I quickly pulled off. I slipped my trainers on and then I snuck out. Why was I doing this? Honestly, I think I was just crazy bored, and I was also a little clingy towards Amdis since the bond. I wanted to know what he was up to and how he fed. I still had my issues, but Amdis was the one vampire I felt safe around, and I knew he wouldn’t hurt me, so I figured I wouldn’t freak out seeing him feed on someone. I was curious, and I knew he told me not to use the bond to rifle through his emotions or anything and I didn’t, I just used it to find him because he hadn’t said I couldn’t do that. I ran towards the lift and nervously waited for it to open up, as soon as it did I ran in and pressed the button to ground floor. When it opened again, I ran and kept running until I was outside in the rain, it was dark and nighttime now and I used the bond to help guide me towards him, it was like a pull, like I was being gravitated towards a certain direction and I knew he would be there.
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