Falling into Her

Chapter 19

Brian pov's

THE FACE OFF

Lucas didn't finish his food dahil may urgent meeting daw ito,agad naman itong nagpaalam sa amin ni mommy,at umalis na din agad.

We just let him go,and with that, i decided to follow Jaymee baka nagsusuka na naman iyon at nahihilo,worst nahimatay na naman.

Pero ganun nalang pagtataka ko that she's not in our room,kaya agad ko itong hinanap,agad ko namang naisip na baka nasa garden lang ito,at nagpapahangin lang...

Sa paglabas ko nang pinto,agad nabungaran nang mga mata ko ang mga eksenang,hindi ko inaasahan..I was shocked seeing them...so it was Lucas,kaya pala that night na nakita ko siyang waisted sa labas nang restaurant kung saan naganap ang dinner engagement,so now it made sense why she was so depressed,at nagpassed out siya that night.

Halos hindi ako makapaniwala,that Jaymee was Lucas GF,I don't know,but why i felt guilt all of a sudden..well I didn't know anyway..

but what should I do? andito na kami sa ganitong sitwasyon,I don't want to hurt my parents, worst being married to someone i never know.Agad kong kinalma ang sarili ko at ayaw kong magpapadala sa emosyon ko,I have to think what is the best thing to do..pinili kung magtago sa likod nang poste para hindi nila ako makita,Hindi nagtagal i saw Jaymee leaving Lucas...

Pasimple ko itong sinundan,pumasok siya sa kwarto at dahan dahan ko naman itong binuksan..I saw her sobbing in the bed..she must be so hurt..And seeing her like this ,it really breaks my heart. And suddenly ...

I received a message from Lucas,as what I expected,

from Lucas

let's talk.

Sa nasaksihan ko kanina,inaasahan kuna tong makipag usap siya sa akin...Agad naman akong umalis at pinuntahan ko ito..

Andito ako ngayon sa paborito niyang lugar,alam kuna kung bakit dito niya ako pinapapunta dahil tahimik dito at walang makkaistorbo sa amin..,And there I saw him blowing his smoke...Nakasandal siya sa kotse niya..

Lumabas ako nang sasakyan at nilapitan ko siya agad.Nang nasa malapit na ako,pinatay niya ang yosi niya at agad akong lumipad dahil sa suntok niya sa akin...

" f**k YOU!!!! HOW DARE YOU STEAL MY woman!" he said...agad naman napahawak sa mukha ko,dahil sa sobrang sakit nang pagkasuntok niya sa akin..Agad akong bumangon,at agad ko itong binawian!na ikinatumba din nito, at agad naman siyang bumawi dahilan para nagpagulong gulong kami sa pagsusuntukan namin ngayon,walang makakaawat sa amin ngayon,maski na mapapatay namin ang isa't Isa...He is so mad..bagay na nauunawaan ko kaya ako na ang nagparaya...

Halos hinahabol namin ang aming mga hininga,nang nagkahiwalay kami,parehas kaming duguan...

" Lucas ,I never knew that she's your girlfriend, believe me bro,malinis ang intensyon ko sa kanya if only I knew it,that you are her boyfriend ! f**k I will not let her be with this situation," I said

" f**k you!! don't you dare touch her even a single tip of her skin!! papatayin kita!" he said full of pissed

" Yeah..right.. seriously?? how about your wedding huh?? you can't cancel it Lucas,you can't disappoint your parents,at anung gagawin mo sa kanya? paaasahin huh?" I said

" f**k!! at ikaw gagu ka! bakit mo pinakilala kina tita at Tito na asawa mo si Jaymee ,nababaliw kana ba?? ha?" he said

" I had no other options!" I said

" Of course you had a lot of options damn it!! you can chose another girl instead of jaymee! why it should be her??" he said

" I guess you really need my explanation" I said to him.

" I want a f*****g damn explanation!" he yelled

" Nung Gabi na naganap ang dinner nakita ko siyang tumatakbo palabas nang restaurant,she was crying to be exact,well pabayaan kuna sana siya kasi that wasn't my business anymore,but I saw her passed out...kaya agad ko siyang nilapitan,I didn't know where to bring her that night,so I decided to brought her home.,And you know what ,it was so ironic because I just realized that time, that I already saw her maybe a months ago,corny man,but f**k!nalove at first sight ako sa kanya,but after nun,hindi kuna siya nakitang muli.

Mommy saw her picture in my room,I used her as my subject,you know how I love to paint,of course that's because I didn't know she's yours,who knows anyway?...kaya nun inuwe ko siya I told them she's my wife,Kasi katulad mo I don't want to marry a stranger,.I have to find a way..I didn't planned anything that can harm her, because I love her." mahaba kong paliwanag sa kanya!

" GAGU ka pala ihh!! you love her? hindi ka talaga nahiyang sabihin yan sa pagmumukha ko?? At anung ginawa mo kay Jaymee para pumayag siya ha???ni rape mo?? tinutukan mo??"he said

" Hey watch your words! mas matanda pa din ako sayo!you know I can't do such thing!how could you say that?! I respect her! because I love her!!at handa ko siyang ipaglaban!! kahit ilan pa ang magiging anak niya sa Iba!" I told him

" TARANTADU KA PALA ihh!!! I knew it!! may binabalak ka nga talaga!!magkamatayan muna tayo! bago mo siya makuha sa akin!!" Galit n Galit niyang sagot sa akin..

" she's with me now,she's my wife now!Kya she's already mine!" I told him

" f**k you " agad niya sana akong susuntukin pero agad ko namang itong nasalag!

" namihasa kanang murahin ako ah! look! anung gagawin mo sa kasal mo ha?? why don't you fix yourself before mo siya subukang kuhanin sa akin!! Anu bang balak mo sa kanya?? gawing kabit??is that what you want for her?? Ang magiging miserable?then f**k YOU!! I WILL NEVER LET THAT HAPPENED! and your right magkakamatayan muna tayo!" I said to lucas

" she was never yours at the very first place!! she loves me ! and I know that!! at alam kong ako ang pipiliin niya!" Lucas said

" Ipagpalagay nalang natin! pero panu ang kasal mo ha??panu ang negosyo niyo? hayaan mo nalang bang bumagsak ito ha? dahil sa lintik na pagmamahal na yan,dmu ba naintindihan ang sitwasyon ha? " I said

"That's none of you business anymore!! wag mokong subukan Brian kung ayaw mo ibuko kita sa mga magulang mo!" he threatened me..

" Go on!! and I will make sure you will never see her again!!" I said

" f**k you!! " he cursed

" Stop being immature Lucas,grow up! face your fate,at ayusin mo muna yang sarili mo bago mo subukan abutin ang inaasam asam mo! dahil kung gagawin mo lang miserable ang buhay ni Jaymee because of your selfishness,I'm sorry to say this,ako ang makakalaban mo!" I said at tuluyan ko na itong tinalikuran..

Mahaba din ang pinagsamahan namin ni Lucas,for me he is a brother to me...He was..Dahil hindi ko ibibigay si Jaymee sa kanya,I won't let Jaymee's life become miserable...I can give her everything ,anything..and I will never leave her side no matter what happened..kahit malaman pa nila mommy ang katutuhanan.

Umuwe ako nang bahay at agad akong dumerechu sa kwarto namin ni Jaymee.

I saw her peacefully sleeping,I feel pity for her,she's young and nararanasan niya na ang ganitong pasakit,and buntis pa siya,if only I can ease her pain ako nalang ang aako..I can't let Lucas get in our way dahil paniguradong hindi patatahimikin ni Tita Raquel si Jaymee kung magkataon,I know her,she's an evil.

" Here,pinagtimpla kita nang gatas," inabot ko sa kanya ang Isang basong gatas.

" Thank you" tipid niyang sagot

" ahm .I'm free today,San mo gusto pumunta?" I'd asked her para may pag uusapan kami.

" Brian..ahm.." she said at agad naman siyang napatitig sa akin.

" what happened? bakit may pasa ka sa mukha mo?" she asked..

" ahm this is nothing,wag muna tong pansinin"I said

" pinuntahan mo siya?" she asked

Agad naman akong nagkunyari

" who?" I asked

"I'm not stupid Brian...now you know..what's your plan?"she asked

" Nothing .you are my wife,at panindigan ko yun..unless..unless you want to go back to him,I won't stop you,but please think it very carefully.. isipin mo ang magiging kapakanan Ng anak mo," I said

"what if your mom's find out the real status between us?" she asked

" Saka kuna iisipin yan,..ang mahalaga lang sa akin ngayon,ikaw ..ah...I mean...ikaw na andito para di ako mapakasal sa babaeng diko gusto..Yun" palusot ko,dahil muntik na akong mahuli sa sarili kong bibig.

Honestly,I'm worried, because I know any moment maaring iiwanan na ako ni Jaymee.