The lost smile

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I don't know whether I have to laugh or cry I looked for him like some one crazy.I look for good Whether he is in love with me tomorrow or not, whatever I have a permission or not,with the pieces of broken heart of with me, I will stick to his door only Since the day I have met him, I feel more golden ,Now I don't smile just with my lips but with my entire body. I was not angry not any complains with him.ria was her last and was a mistake. I had vicious circle in my life, but still he accepted why flaws and past The thing he taught me, I did the same and wanted withe.My heart is not ready to accept this truth Ria. Her eyes were filled with deceit.I felt helpless person and walked wobbly on my step. Sophia Wait please dear, Maya summoned me!I turned my eyes to her,she sauntered towards me: "please, do not leave him. I know you both started your relationship after a difficult path. But I believe ria is lying to us.she twisted her lips in disappointment. "I am not leaving him. I have just let him decide to choose which path I furrowed my while remembering those unpleasant days of her life eyebrows after a pause and asked her, "Why did you think Ria is lying?" "Her mother Liza had played exactly not the some bait game but she played game on Zack .She was his best friend but Zack did not loved her and broke up with her. But she didn't stopped and her vindictive and create lots of problem between me and Zack. she gritted her teeth I could see how much she hates Ria's mother Liza.The same thing ria might be doing, so that I stay away from xavier and like a b***h she made him guilty and used his Good-hearted for her selfishness. But i can't be let her win easily. If she is a b***h then I am b***h and a boss she want me to teach her lesson, then she will learn be same by me. "Will you find the truth ? a worried voice pulled me back back from my thoughts. "Yes, maya I will find the truth! Good. I knew you will do it thank you so much?what you both discussing about Ria interrupted Maya .I and Maya glanced at each other "I was asking sophia to leave Xavier as you are pregnant with his child?

Ria narrowed her eyes looking between us I will do it as you asked. Maya I said grimacing at Ria.She scrunched her nose in disgust and poked her finger to my head, "Are you brainless ?That you can't understand stay away from him I hope you are not so shameless that after listening all the things.you will still try to trap him.list tode him I form a fist and are contro med listening all the things you have still trying I form my fist and controlled my anger for against this girl. "We will see who is brainless girl. I said clenching my jaw. She flipped her hair and turned her face to Maya.I am glad Aunt Maya that you are a taking my side and giving me a chance girl I said her taking I Hope you will not do any bullshit as you always do"Ria gaised her eyebrows and wanted to clear her way. I hope same with you that you will not do any bullshit like your mother had a habits. Maya replied with a scoff. Ria bit her bottom lips with anger as she cannot do nonsense with Maya. Ria knows how much Xavier loves his mom. She huffed and turned her heels opposite direction, I was satisfied insult Ria faced from Maya.Now, the game begin Ria.which you will lose Soon I will drop you a fomiliar voice took our attention. His hair looked messed up and saddness was clearly visible on his face. I will go myself. You don't need to come" without saying further.I twisted the door knob and stepped out his of house.How many life has turned his totally 180 degree unexpectedly. The colony of out two hearts will not be lonely.There are glories at the door of the heart. I have given you my heart and I will give my life as well. The way life turned away from me I can't believe what all has happened.A tear slipped from my eyes and glanced at his house door last time .I rode on my bike and drove it back to my home. As I entered in my house Mom was walking to and fro. Her gaze drifted towards me Sophia my god,thank god You are okay. I was so worried for you.You should atleast pick your calls once She worriedly asked me what you need Mrs. Reed?" I molled and rolled my eyes at her extra the concern.i saw you on the road when you had the accident. Before I reached to you.you lift with a boy.her eyes flicked with stressed and prominent lines between the eyebrows. I fidgeted my fingers whether I should her or not. She took my hands in her hands. Everyone done mistake and same I did. Please give a chance to your mom. I can't make up the time of the past but I can stand with you today and in future. her words were true but my pain she gave me to stop her to enter in my life.I was fighting back my tears, but could not controlled Tears rolled down my cheeks and clasped her into a tight hug. Though I've never told you. But I'm afraid of darkness mom .I've never shown it. But I do care for you mom. Please don't leave me like this in the crowd. Thinking you come one day and hold me. I was scared within mom. Am I that bad mom. I let out my heart flow down with my words. She caressed my back and mumbled, "No, you are not. Instead you are my brave girl. We pulled apart and wiping tears,I will with you I blinked my eyes in response it was enough for me to live my life with present not the past