The lost smile

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I was confused with my feelings, the moment I heard Nick's name

on her lips. A pang of jealousy felt

in my heart Although, I know that she don't like him but still my heart wants to claim here but with what right I should say her. She better stay away from him or I don't know what I will do so I was ignoring her as I wa frustrated with myself. After the war within my inner emotion him finally I told hero to stay way from Nick she agreed also to stay away but when she slipped in the river My breath got stopped and without thinking. I quickly jumped inside the river. The water current was taking her body with itself faster. Anyhow I took out her from the river and lay her on the ground. I pressed her stomache to take waterout of her stomach. Then turning her head to the side allowing any water to drain from her mouth and nose. I exhaled a deep breathe and begin mouth-to-mouth

resuscllation , breathe strongly four times into the mouth of Sophio.

This might help air get past any water that logging her breathe passage ways and the lungs After four breaths, I put my ear near her the mouthing and watching her chest for any breathing movement. I sighed in frustrated and yelled, "God. Please save her why this is happening ? I again breath in her mouth she finally coughed and slowly_opened her eyes. "Xavier" she mumbled. I felt relief and finally she is safe. Her clothes and shoe were wet and her body was getting hot. She might get of high fever! I have to remove her sweatshirt I quickly took out my s**t and squeezed it to drain out water. After it dried. I went closer to her. "Sophia, Please change your clothes I said while waking her up. But she was still sleeping because of high fever. I have to do only before she gets more sick. I closed mý eyes and grabbing her arm upward direction. I took out her top and made her wear my tshirt and lay and her back on the ground. Then I started Collecting the leaves twigs and branches , put them together and started rubbing the two stones to for fire. Suddenly, I heard a low voice and turned my gaze back to Sophia. She was awake and trying to sit back.

Her touch were a felt like a sparks in my body. Though, I want to feel her touch more but she always accused me without listening me. "Xavier, please you are having a fever she mumbled.i huffed and turned my head opposite from her just stop behaving like a stubborn monkey she grabbed my hand and made me sir near the born fire She sit on my lap and hugged me. Her Smell were intoxicated to me, my breath moves Slower on her eyelids. Slowly, her gaze with mine and I immered myself into it i touched my lips to hers, and started kissing her. She responded with such enthusiasm that he was taken and back at firsts but reminded himself of what was happening I was really Kissing and she was really kissing me and the world around me was meaningless. Nothing could have possibly meant than her nothing could have more beauty then this moment. Those small hands pressed into his mine, the way her round eyes fluttered to a close. She fit into me like a glove, her kiss like the beating of butterfly wing until it became addictive. But my stupid, stupid lung had find air I was forced to seperate from her with the feeling of gravity being turn out of my core.

She run her finger through my disheveled hair and I closed my eyes at her. when I was non-respondent, she pulled away. I took a stepbock, heat raising to my face I turned my gaze back to her she had a blank expression "I am sorry" I mumbled "How could you kiss me she snapped angrily. I felt heart broken our special moment was not welcomed by her. But this was not only mine fault, she was also responding my kiss.so don't act innocent to me. This might

be not your first kisss I said twishlog my lips in disgust. Though, a pang of Guilt felt in my heart but shd could only blame me. "Its my first kiss," she yelled angrily her eyes flashes hurt and a lone tear escaped from eyes. "Sophia, I am sorry .I tugged her front to mine overhelmed with happiness that it was her first kiss. I don't want to make this special moment bad. But I want to clear my thoughts"Don't you have any boyfriend?" I inquired her. She shook her head in response. I grinned from ear to ear her that I am her first. "But Why You don't look like a shy type girl. I thought you might had few

boy friends," I again asked her.

"Just like you made many girlfriends. It does'nt mean I also had did she really thinks hat I am a player "I don't had any girlfriends I chuckled oh she said I am waiting for the special girl me too I narrowed my eyes and asked her, "Are you waiting for the special girl? She dilated her pupils and shook her head, "No, I am waiting for a special guy who will be supporting me she said in a gloomy voice.it was clear that she had buried her saddness in her heart I tucked her two hair strands behind her ear "I thought you are a bad type boy she frowned, I also thought that you are a good type girl she witched her eyebrows and replied me with a snort"Yes, I am a bad girl? Then, I am a good boy. I chuckled she gave me a glare look I feel and turned in the opposite direction I followed her with each steps, and we came out of the forest and waited for a lift.