The Deal...

The Deal...Makeups

Roxanne

It's been a whole week since I broke it off with Johnny. Just thinking about him made my heart ache. Since my mom kicked me out as she vowed, I've been living in a small hotel until I can find a permanent place. I was thinking of checking in early into my dorm but I'm just too lazy to. It was currently nine pm and I was on the phone with my mom talking about the baby.

"I just don't know what to do mom."

"Do you want to abort it?" she suggested and I mentally sighed. Only she would want to do that. However, if I do, I could get my old room back.

"I just don't know," I repeated. "If I abort it, I'm ending a life. On the bright side, he might come back and I can come home. If I'm going to keep it, then they're to going to live a life not knowing who their father is."

"What about adoption?" I wondered if I could go with that one.

"Then they're not going to know who either parent are."

"Just, what you decide, we're here for you. And that I love you. And your dad, friends, they all love you."

"Yeah, yeah. I think I'm gonna crash early tonight."

"You're coming back for the fourth of July, right?"

"Of course mother. How could I miss it?"

Every year, we would all celebrate the fourth of July. We would have a cookout, games, food, drinks, and then, when the sun had set, the fireworks would begin. And we would lay out blankets and watch them shoot into the sky above. Sometimes, we even fall asleep outside in the backyard, if the door was locked.

"I'll see you tomorrow and I'll help with the decorations."

"Alright. Night sweetie." I cringed at the nickname, but wished her a good night as well followed by an 'I love you.' After I hung up, I took a shower and prepared for bed. Tonight, felt muggier than ever so I put on a thin tank top and shorts, with no bra. Just as I was brushing my teeth, I heard a knock. I groaned lowly and rinsed the solution out of my mouth before walking over to the door.

Why? Why couldn't I have just ignored it and gone to bed? Why?

"Johnathan," I finally said. He looked different. His hair looked disheveled and his five o'clock shadow was present. I couldn’t detect a foul odor so he must have showered just like I did. I didn’t realize at first that I still loved him. I mean it’s only been a week and we’ve been together for a while now. My feelings for him weren’t going to vanish as quickly as I hoped.

"Rox," he smiled and I frowned as he still used the same nickname.

"It's Roxanne to you now. What are you doing here? And how did you even find me in the first place?"

"Can I please come in?" he begged. I sighed before opening the door wider, allowing him to enter. I closed the door and leaned against it, staying on the opposite side of the room, away from Johnathan.

"What are you doing here John?" Did I just call him John? Oh, well. It's better than his other nickname.

"So, you can use a nickname, but I can't? Hypercritical much?"

"I'll accept Roxy," I shrugged, not caring what he called me. "Now, answer the question."

"I was at your parents' house, seeing if your mom was serious or not about kicking you out because of the uh, pregnancy." I heard the struggle in John's voice as he said pregnancy. As if it burned his throat.

"Why would I lie? I never lied to you. Ever. You, you on the other hand-"

"Don't you dare bring that up again. That was well over a year ago,” he growled and I paused. I was going to bring up the cheating incident, but he was right. It would be pretty petty of me to bring it up when we were passed it.

"I should have never forgiven you," I snarled.

"We're off topic. What I'm trying to say is, I've been thinking."

"Not about us, I hope."

"Just let me finish.” I nodded and motioned for him to continue. “I've been thinking about you, me, the baby, and especially us." There was no us, I wanted to say. But I bit my tongue.

"And?"

John started walking across the room, towards me. I dropped my arms that I didn't even realize that I had crossed. He came closer until we were only inches apart.

"I want to be there. For you. And the baby," he said.

"You want me to keep it?" I whispered in disbelief.

"I want us again," he whispered and pressed his lips against mine.

At first, I was a little taken back and didn’t kiss him back, but there was this feeling telling me to. I was on the verge of doing so. John pulled back slightly which gave me a chance to breathe. But he only kissed me again, this time with more power, more force. And I couldn’t help but give in.

"Johnny," I breathed out after I pulled away.

He wrapped his hands around the back of naked thighs and lifted me up, pushing my back against the door. He forced my legs around his waist and I snaked my arms around his neck before I spoke once more.

"I want you," I told him and I caught his eyes, which were filled with not only lust but desire as well. I'm sure mine was the same.

"Rox, do you want this?" Johnny whispered against my lips. I nodded and leaned forward, bringing back the sparks that always fly whenever our lips touched. And I could tell this was a night I wouldn't forget.

Johnny pulled me off the door and I groaned into his mouth as he does. He only wrapped one of his arms around my waist as I felt him remove his shoes. He walked us over to the bed and sat me down on it. I smiled up at him in awe and he grinned back. He pecked my nose in a soft manner before pulling his shirt up over his head. Feeling impatient, I sat up and I followed suit.

"Dammit," Johnny whispered and laid me down and got on top of me. I wrapped my legs around his waist once more and connected our lips, our tongues immediately started dancing. "You're not going to win."

"Oh yeah?" I rolled us over so I was now straddling him. "I beg to differ." Johnny sat up and kissed me again. I felt his hard erection through my shorts and I moaned and started grinding my hips against his. Johnny started moving his hips as well and I pulled away, letting out a loud moan.

"Shh," Johnny commanded me and flipping me back on the bottom and started kissing my jaw down to my neck. I moaned at the session and then he found my sweet spot where he sucked on it.

"f**k," I moaned out.

Johnny left my neck and worked across my collar bone, my shoulder blades and in between my breasts before he started kissing and sucking on those. At the same time, I felt his hands roam my stomach until they reached down to my shorts. He tugged them and my underwear down at the same time. My eyes widened as I realized I was completely naked. It wouldn't be the first time.

Johnny moved down my stomach, kissing down until he got in between my legs. He lowered himself onto his knees off the bed and pulled my thighs towards him until my core was right in front of his face.

"I missed this p***y, so, so much," he whispered before kissing it. I felt his tongue make contact and I moaned out in pure ecstasy.

"Johnny!" I screamed as I felt his tongue enter me. He knew how to pleasure me and bring me to the edge in a matter of minutes.

I pulled at his hair and he groaned inside of me, making me moan. Johnny continued eating me out until I felt a pit in my stomach. I knew my orgasm was building up. I felt Johnny's tongue disappeared but he immediately replaced it with two fingers.

"Mmh, Johnny," I moaned. "I'm gonna cum."

"Come on Rox. c*m all over my fingers," Johnny demanded, adding another finger and pumping faster, harder.

I screamed and arched my back as I released. But Johnny still thrust his fingers, making me ride out my orgasm longer. I felt myself catching my breath and Johnny pulled back. I heard clothes drop and Johnny pulled me up until his díck, which I might add, was standing pretty tall and hard, was directly in my face.

"You know what to do," Johnny said in a deep voice.

I licked my lips and pressed kisses all over the head before I licked it. I felt Johnny twitch on my tongue and I smiled, knowing I still influenced him just as much as he does me. I started at the base and licked up his member before sucking the head, but popping it right back out of my mouth.

"No teasing Roxy," Johnny growled. I rolled my eyes but start sucking the head again. This time, I sunk lower until the head started hitting the back of my throat. I go to move my hair out of my face but suddenly Johnny's hands were already there. I dive even deeper, ignoring my gag reflex and kept bobbing my head up and down.

I do this for a few minutes until Johnny groaned out loud and I felt him cumming into my mouth. I immediately swallowed it and bobbed my head twice before sliding his member out of my mouth.

"You want me to f**k the living daylights out of you?" Johnny murmured as he slowly laid me down and opened my legs.

"Yes." Johnny spanked my left butt cheek which only caused me to moan.

"Yes, what?"

"Yes daddy," I purred.

"That's my girl," he smiled and lifted my hips to meet his. I started to feel him press the head of his member against my core when a thought crosses my mind. Well, I can't get pregnant twice, now can I? I shook off the condom thought and let Johnny sink himself into me. I moaned as he eased his way into me, even though there was a slight pain.

"Johnny," I breathed out. He stopped halfway and started pulling out. "More." He slammed the rest of him into me, causing me to gasp but moan out loudly.

"You like his d**k, don't you?" he wondered once he started trusting. I could only moan out in response as he pulled in and out of me. "I wonder how fast I can make you cum." My brows furrowed but then he started thrusting harder and faster than I could barely catch my breath.

"Oh, my god!" I screamed and I clawed his biceps. Somehow, with Johnny hovering over me, he was pounding into me with intense speed, not once slowing down.

"c*m baby girl," Johnny demanded to spank my ass once more. I felt the tingles traveling through my hot and sweaty body and I came instantly. "That's right. c*m all over this cock." Johnny continued to thrust into me and I felt his member pound until me until he also came. He cursed before he does and then pulled out groaning. I took deep breaths regulating my breath. It didn’t help that I came twice and Johnny was laying on me trying to catch his breath also.

Wow. I came twice within the night. Well, we both did. I pulled the cover over our naked bodies and cuddled into Johnny's chest. He started kissing my hair before I spoke my final words of the peaceful night.

"I still love you." I couldn't be sure if Johnny had said it back because I was out from both my orgasms, but I had a feeling.