Damien
I haven't recovered yet from today's shock. I am still trying to figure out what happened. Clara isn't here. She has been taken away and I can't run after Fabian and get her. When Lazarus had taken her, I had every damn nerve to go split his jaw and get my woman back but Fabian is her father. I can't just take her from him. He has every right to take her and keep her away from me.
I close my eyes and try to accept the reality that my biggest fear since I knew Clara has happened. I have to face the reality now.
I am beginning to wonder if Clara is really going to reject me. I know she loves me and her feelings for me are so strong but she also cares about me and my family.
That day when she left the house after the Caitiffs had shown up here, she was trying to avoid this but it
