-------
I am in the highest of moods. My organism reacts against adversity by infusing me with seas of high mood. I am crazy. I induce inexplicable lightheartedness on every one. I am always thinking of you. A few hours ago I was near you on a beach. I was listening to the melody you take care of dispensing in small doses lest I lose everything. Thank you for taking care of me. My day is yet one of yours.
I want to have a drink now. I am ok but I want to moist my soul in the stuff that clouds the mind. To avoid thinking either of you or of that other thing. I am strong enough to withstand the event. Or, I am weak? I have no idea. I do not know at the here and now and that literally kills me. I am happy because I saw you yesterday smiling at me and my heart filled with flowers. I had an u
