Einar . In as much as I trusted my strength and ever changing body, I knew rushing into it head first was the type of mistake that would lead in failure. I retreated, I still had so much to learn before I jumped into my hero mode, I just hope it wasn’t going to be too late for June. I went back to my truck, making a mental note to visit the local bars, drunk people were often the best source of information. I dove to the motel so I could take a bath and order something to eat before I got busy with getting power and water for my home. The drive was short and uneventful that was until I had to book a room for the day. The front desk guy was clearly judging me but the wad of cash always did the trick for me so that where words and appearance lacked, the money spoke volumes. I got to my room

