Einar
What the Fvck was happening to me? I was feeling everything all at once, pain, pleasure, anxiety, anger, sadness, happiness… everything. My eyes were closed, but I could have sworn I was seeing some blurry images, then followed by an array of sounds. I was now hearing things. The way my heart beat rapidly as if trying to leave my chest. I heard the birds, now no longer silent. Every sound was intensified and my head had even started throbbing. I must be having a panic attack, I thought to myself as I tried my best to take deep breaths, needing to calm the fvck down before I sent myself into shock. I took in a deep breath and held it in, momentarily slowing my heartbeat. I exhaled and took another breath. I repeated the process and four deep breaths later, I was able to actually open
