I absentmindedly scraped the bottom of my pen against the glass table while staring blankly at the PowerPoint presentation in front of me. I ignored everything, everyone around me. I could hear my two executives bitching at each other, but my brain couldn’t comprehend what the f**k they were saying. My body was here in Portland, but my mind was in Seattle. All I could think until now was Ron. Dammit, I thought that the long drive to here would calm my mind, but it didn’t. Instead, my mind became more chaotic. Today, she told me she loved me. I felt all the oxygen vacated my lungs as I stared dumbfound at her. Which was stupid. I was a bloody stupid bastard. I let her be apart from me, without even saying my feelings for her. I loved her. Yeah, call me what you want, but I must admit that

